Queenie's lil pAraDise

2010-02-28T21:04:00.002+08:00

My blog has moved~

So happy, just stepped on my weighing machine.

I have lose 3 kgs!!!! LOL

But dunno is it due to stress?? Recently don't have appetite at all, maybe too emo ba... hmmmm..
How to be happy again?? =(

2010-02-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

Life is so confusing...

I really dunno what i want in life...

How?

2010-02-21T02:12:00.002+08:00

In the middle of the night...............

At around 2am plus............

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I started to miss myself in long hair....

LOL

Bo liao... (=.=)

But really miss my long straight hair.... the longest hair that i have ever keep..

Shall keep long again, and rebond back maybe few months later?? haha

Kk everyone enjoys your day... Good night!!

2010-02-19T23:34:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!

Have fully used up my 3 days for the new year.
Eve had reunion dinner with my family, go over to my cousin's house to play..
Day 1 went to bai nian at my ah ma's house and also at Bee's family side... After all the visits, we went to my aunty's house to eat steamboat.
Day 2 spent almost my day at Premier for the Drive Pass.. After the event, went Jurong Point for a movie with my family.
Day 3 went sentosa to take pics. lol
Day 4 back to work.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

This was how i spent for my Chinese New Year.. Boring right? lol

Had my nails done for that day... Decorated by myself... Satisfied=D

Bought Mac Cometic, Loves Mac.. Cheap and good!

Long time never Zi Lian.... So took a lotsssss of pics... Too many to post...

Stupid face ><
My Cousins.... Nice!!! All grew up... Feel myself old liao.... :'(

I love Yong Jie in this pic... So Kawaiiiiii

My mum's side relatives..... Nice!!!

Drive Pass @Premier

This was how the drive pass looks like... Distributing goodie bags to driver...

Time passed fast, 2 more weeks will be my last day....
A lot of good times with these bunch of colleagues...

My colleagues~~

Mei Eng, the one who will always be there to listen to my naggings... Thanks a lot to her... WIll miss calling her BOBO Tan~~~

QiHui- The one, people always mistaken me and her.... Sisters!!!

Janet- My reception partner, hope she will be placed with a better partner... lol...

Jessie-- My best best partner in premier, always gossip with her, she's my husband as well & we got a daughter wor!!! lol My makan partner and the one who will listen & talk dirty craps with me.. haha MUST MEET AR even i am leaving soon....

Lawliet- A new Comer but i got a lot of rubbish to talk to him.. Dunno y... Maybe can click ba. A very nice friend to crap and bully.. But still hopes he will find his dream girl soon, else keeps complaining... ta bule tahan... >< (BA KUA + Philliphne kia)

HuiQi- My LAO SHI.... Really thanks her for helping me up, a very helpful and kind person... But feel sad cos i am leaving.. Feel her effort is wasted.... sigh...

Me and lil cutie Joey....

Haha Salihin the idiot... Always like to disturb one... Leaving soon... U cannot call me lo... hohoho =P

The fatty cat - Always come at certain time to BAI CHI BAI HE. lol... But very adorable..

Lastly my Nu Er's Care bear... See what they did to the care bear???? The elephant is mine, but they go and put it at the care bear's XXXX

LOL~~~~ Can't stop laughing when i saw it the first time... They are really naughty...

Lastly... What i can say is... THANKS THANKS THANKS....

Will miss all of u...

As for me, i will continue my next journey... Hope this time it will be something that i want....

2010-02-09T21:58:00.003+08:00

5 March will be the last day for me @ Premier... Mixture of feelings...

Feel Happy bcos finally i don't have to face the hirers, the heavy work load, witness cash, q at bank, finding some missing files for no reason & to face some people anymore.

Feel so sad bcos i will miss my lovely friends down there.... I will miss the days crapping with them, i will miss taking lunch with them, i will miss gossiping with them... I will miss every single things that i do with them..

But even now if i don't say good-bye, i believe one day all of us will still be separated as well.
"You Xiang Feng Bi You Feng Li"
Different people will just walk in and out of your life every moment...
Hmmm...
Now i am looking forward to my next job, hope it will be a exciting and interesting one. =)

Pictures Sharing time~!!

New year ~ New Clothes ~ New Boots ~ New Hairstyle~ (^.^)

Love Ribbons, I collected many color of ribbons.....

Hmmm after so long....
I am still crazy playing this

The Toy catcher machine.

Dunno spent how much every month on this... lolx

But i will have the satisfactory when i got them... And i am getting better each time wor~~ ;)

These are all my bears bears to share with every one... (^-^)

Cute right??? Can see that they are happy family?? ;)

Feel so warm when sleeping with them.... *Sweet Dreams*

2010-02-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

Many friends asked why i stop blogging...
SO.....
I shall blog now....
Hi~~~~
Bye~~~

Haha... That's all... K la... Shall blog again when i am free... Btw i am resigning soon, so should have more free time to update my blog~~!! So Cya... ;)

Yaya... And please recommend me if anyone got lobang wors.... ;)

2009-12-27T21:56:00.004+08:00

Christmas was over...
Having an unforgettable x'mas this year... Christmas Eve was the day when i don feel any stress @ work.. A day when our bosses don seems like a boss, a day when bosses and employees can really communicate and play together... Like this type of feeling, but now X'mas was over, think everything will be back to normal, back to those stressful days... =(

Another thing which made the day unforgettable and crazy. My department played a game called "Angel & Mortal" The angels have to buy gifts for their mortals each day, and the mortals will open up their gifts on Christmas Eve and they have to guess who is their angel.

It is so coincident that i drew Jessie as my Mortal, and she din know that. The funny part is, from the first day till the end she kept complaining to me about her angel (Which is me) and she din know that the angel is just right in front of her.. HAHA this was the most exciting part, thus

i acted as if i am not her angel too. Finally Christmas Eve was here, when we started to guess who are the angels, Jessie was so so surprise that the angel whom she complaint is me. And me started to nag to her & say out my feelings, but after all both of us have great fun and we are the lucky ones too.. Cos one our bosses bought 2 perfumes as lucky draw, so happen that Jessie & me got it~!!

Lucky Christmas~~

Some pictures to share..

The Admin Team...

The "Angels & Mortals" game

My Desk~ Loving it

One of my colleagues desk.. So cute... Started to love care bears too.. I am also collecting now.. =)

Me & Pretty Qi Hui (From the recruitment team) =)

Me & Janet~

The musical chair game, but a different one, no forfeit but to win gifts.

Michelle and Hui Qi giving presents. =)

We got our presents. =)

Aunty Jessie with so many bags. haha =X

The perfume that i got from the lucky draw... (^^) Love it

My presents from the "Angel & Mortal" game

The gifts in the sack~

After work, went Loving Hut @ Suntec for dinner with Bee, this place is another vegetarian resturant which my sis has found, the food there is nice too!

This is the one~

We ordered vegetarian Wedges & Nuggets for side dish, oops forgot to take pic for the main dish..

And we ordered earl Grey & Rose milk tea.. Love their Rose Milk Tea.

End of Christmas... And now count down to New Year~ 2010

2009-12-20T05:10:00.002+08:00

Back to my blog.

Yesterday watched "Avatar" with bee. Wanted to watch this show so much, heard of the high comments for this show. Wanted to watch it in 3D, but left with front seats for all time slots, so no choice but to choose the normal one at 12.30am.

Forgot to tell mum that i am going home late, thus got scoldings from her. =(

This is really a nice show, worth watching, the storyline is interesting...

Avatar...

Can't wait to watch the next show... "Alvin and the Chipmunk 2"

The next drama i am watching recently... "Hi My Sweetheart" Acted by Show Luo & Rainie Yang

This is the best show after " Fated to love you" MUST WATCH~!! REALLY~~

The story makes up of comedy and romance... Show Luo acted very differently in the show...

We used to see him in very charmming role, but in this show, he turned out to be a nerdy, a very different Luo Zhi Xiang..

This is the one.... Admired him more & more.... He is GREAT~!!

After considering for quite sometime... Finally i decided to perm my hair again. This time round i choose to go Jean Yip.. And i am satisfied with the result.. But still i have to manage it well, or else it wun turn out nice as well...

Think i will still prefer curly hair ba.. Looks more Jap? haha...

My Pong Pong hair...

People who likes it, says look jap in curly hair..

People who dislikes it, says my hair looks like just kana "Bomb" (Damn)

So what do you think?

2009-11-27T09:05:00.002+08:00

Gosh!! I am gaining weight... Gain 2kg after working for just 2 years... Don't ever look down on 2 kg, it really makes a different. You see the different when you put on your pant or skirt, it is either you can't fit in, or the skirt turns shorter than previously.

Always wanted to lose weight, go exercise, but plan always failed after two weeks, cos you will find yourself giving excuses like... "hmmm.... i am tired today, continue tml.?" or "hmmmm... I don't think i am fat at all..." blablabla....

Used to go jogging for 2-3 times a week, but slowly reduced to 2 days, and now just once a week or even none at all...
Oh No~~~~ Have to stop it! gotta JIAYOU... LOSE WEIGHT!!!

2009-11-22T13:49:00.003+08:00

Bought new facial products recently.. Have saw this new product called "Tanaka White" from Bio Esscense, and got this urge to buy it immediately. Used it for almost 1 month, and i can't say it is effective or not, as for my mum, she finds it really works on me, but for myself i can't see my freckles fade off, but my skin tone did lighten a bit.

Hmmm.. Can give it a try if you want to have a brighter and whiter skin.

And also it can be bought at an affortable price too...

2009-11-18T21:58:00.001+08:00

Super lazy to update blog nowadays... Maybe will stop blogging for the time being..

2009-10-20T01:11:00.005+08:00

On leave on Monday and MC today. Having bad flu since thursday.. Everything that i have ate were all tasteless.. Sad~ Feel real bad when having block nose, you will rather choose to eat porridge instead, since everything taste the same...

Satuday sis treated us to a vegetarian resturant at Aljunied, the resturant was located at nearby Aljunied MRT, and there are lots of varieties to choose too... We ordered Korea Claypot rice and Crispy japanese noodles pancake with some side dishes, which are some special food which hardly found for vegetarian..
These are the food we ordered...

The claypot rice

The crispy noodle pancake.. This tasted good, but too much will feel sick.

Lastly birthday cake for the birthday girl...

The birthday girl..

Me & sis..

Lastly whole family pic...

After sis birthday, the next one is Bee's birthday.
Celebrate with him on Monday, gave surprise by buying breakfast and a cake to his house.
After breakfast and some slacking, we went Jurong Point to catch a movie, watch "Hundae, The Deadly Tsunami". The show was damn boring during the first hour, the show should be a touching one, but they add in some lame and funny scenes in it, which spoils the whole show. The first hour was more on talking then the tsunami. Better don't watch it..

This is the present that i have given Bee..

Pierre Cardin wallet

A handmade card for Bee

tadang~~

Lastly Wish Bee and Li Happy 23 & 20th Birthday~~

Sunday went to eat Swensen Ice-cream with aunt and cousin, to celebrate Li's Bday again. haa..
But too bad can't really taste the ice-cream, i ordered Chewy Chocolate, but taste so plain also.... sigh...

the four ladies

My Chewy Chocolate

Aunt and Yiru ordered Topless 5

Li Ordered Durian Supreme

And BX's Strawberry Sundae..

Yummy yummy...

And so as usual we started taking pictures like crazy~~

Me and Li...

Aunt & YiRu

Thats all for the day~~

Have bought hair extension lately, really loves it~~
Can use it anytime you like in different kind of places, not only it is natural, you can also find the exact hair color that fits your own hair too...
It is very simple to use.. You can just clip it and remove it easily~

This is how my hair looks before the hair extension..

And after the extension~ Natural right??

Sis and mum saw and wanted to try it on too~

This is how my sis looks after putting on... Very mature right?? haa..

Now my mum's turn.... She loves it too!

Some people started commenting that putting on fake lashes and make up are very fake, nature beauty is real beauty.. But to me, i strongly disagree on that.
For example, when there are two ladies, one who dolls up like popstars, and another one who looks pretty but w/o any make up, majority will sure notice the one who make up than the one w/o. Thus i felt that women must be more hardworking not only in inner beauty but also outer beauty as well, must really knows how to doll yourself up when you are still at the young stage, or else when you have reach the middle stage, and wanted to doll up, it will be a bit too late.
And of course majority will want to stand out among the crowd, rather then hiding in the crowd.

For me myself, whenever i am outside, i will make sure that i look good. Some people might think that i am wasting time on all these, but to me i felt that at least i look fresh and also presentable, not only for my own sake but also to make sure my boyfriend feels proud of me as well~~ =)

My Precious~

That's all for this entry~~ Will try to blog again when i am free...

2009-10-10T11:37:00.006+08:00

Finally i am back again, almost forgot about my blog, thinking of whether to close it or not, since i don't have the time to maintain it... hmmm..

Yup going to be busy later. Mum's new furniture is coming, have to help her by packing stuff and also to paint the wall with her. Painting wall sounds really fun ya? In the beginning, you will find it fun, but after an hour, 2 hours, 3 hours later, you will reallly sick of it. Your neck, arm will feel ache after completing, and you will never ever want to do that one more time again.

Took some pictures of the new furnitures and the painted walls while i am taking a rest.

Mother busy painting....

The new look of her room

The new dressing table.. which i like it a lot.....

Sliding mirror, behind the mirror, you can put whatever you like...

Her new sliding door wardrobe...

Another side of the wardrobe...

Mum's old wardrobe has given me, i have did some painting to this wardrobe, or else the original look of this wardrobe should be old and yellowish....

Although my precious have moved to the new wardrobe, but it seems like the space in there is still a bit too small for them.. hmmmmm.....
*Troubled*
Bee told me that for normal people, this wardrobe should be spacious... =.=
Another word, means i am adnormal???? Hahah.... Think in the future, when i have my own home, i will need a 5-8 doors wardrobe, in order for my clothes to squeeze in. =D

Bought new pore pack from NTUC, it's for men, but i used it too... Think men's pore pack is more efficient, cos it is much more stronger than the women's one...
And so Bee and me used it together...

Euuuu... Damn ugly sia... haha but we enjoy it....
Feel so shiok when the moment you removed it, and saw all the "Bean sprout"sticking on the pore pack.. haha.... I am sick, i know... kekeke...

2009-09-07T15:41:00.005+08:00

Too boring and started taking pictures of my favourite stuff....

These are the things that i can't go without...

Have to bring all these out in my bag, my DS, shiseido foundation, mp3, hp, wallet...etc...
that's why usually i dun bring small bag.=D

Can't go out without all my make ups...

My new LOVE... The fakies eyelashes...

My Colourful nail polish..

My clothes and shoes....

My little laptop...

My idol dramas.... Consist of korea and taiwan dramas.. My colleagues say i can open shop le.. haha

My popteen magazines... To update myself with beauty products and latest fashion.. =D

Lastly.... Comics... Bee always say if i never work, sure become "Zai Nu", cos my favourite past time at home is reading comics and watching dramas...

Haha Finish sharing my boringness....

Me myself...

Having some troubles in my work again, there's new duty for me, now i have to handle those Ex-hirer cheques, got to call up one by one and ask the hirers down to collect their cheques...
The reason why i quit my previous job is because i don't want to work in areas which requires me to interact with public.. But NOW...I have to do it again, sounds like i am back to square again!!
I felt damn frustrated today, and bring up to my HR.
And after talking with my HR, she helps me by offering me other positions like account assistant...etc. Which sounds not bad?
But now i got so so many worries... Wondering what will i be doing if i go there? Izzit to clear their back logs? Will they have OT veryvery often? Are the people there friendly? Can get along welll?? Questions started popping out.... HAIZ~~~ I am so so worried....

sigh...

2009-09-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

Euuuu~~~ There's problem with blogger again... sigh...

2009-08-22T00:12:00.004+08:00

Should have blog all these last week, but dunno wad happen to blogger, met some problems when wanted to do some posting.. =< This whole week have been crazy doing shoppings.. Spent too much on clothings.. Got a shock when the debit card bill sent to me. And now i am broke, no more shoppings, no more yummmy food... =( Got a new camera, this time round i bought Olympus, and it is 10 times better then Sony. The picture is clear, the color is nice, the shutter is speedy... although its expensive, but it worths the price. Buy no regrets.

Things that i have bought...

I love this blue/white dress... New look in lacy top..

White lacy top.

And 2 boxes of eyelashes. Thinner one for normal use, thicker one for going out.

Lastly have dinner with Bee at kopitiam... All these look like meat, especially the satay. But it is not. All are vegetarians wor..

Don't feel good now.. Because someone is so selfish..
Things tat she is using she wun take the initiative to buy it. Instead of having one for herself, she takes from others, she can buy things that are not important, but when it comes to important things like daily products, she can't even take her money out of her pocket to buy. Sigh....

Bad mood~

2009-08-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

GOSH!!! What's wrong with blogger? Why can't post picture sia...
Wa Liew~~~

2009-08-14T00:17:00.002+08:00

Stressful life...

Why can't i lead a simple life? Why everything turns out really bad and started to torture me?
I thought my life will be better after the adjustment of my work scope. But why after removing part of my work and now adding on other duties again? Does it makes any sense to me?? Dunno what my bosses are thinking man! Wanted me to stay with the company and adjust my job scope, but now forgetting what they have said and added on work again!!!!!!!!!!!! Sian... sad...
Empty Promises!!

Bee has started school le..
Dunno is it that i don't have faith in him, or i have think too much...
Keeps feeling that there is a wall in between us.. Feels that our thinking will start to change slowly.
Sometime i feel myself selfish in relationship, all i want is him. Want him to think of me whenever he goes, don't want him to stay close with girl friends and even friends.
I dunno what i am thinking also...
But i just know i want him so much...

Haiz...

Crazy me...
Stay away from me...

2009-08-04T21:15:00.004+08:00

That's fast, my leave will be ending at 9 hours time, now feeling so sian...
Life turns upside down again.. Enjoys too much, now don't feel like going back to work again. Pray hard tml will be fine, no distubance also..

This year i was like having many many birthday celebrations, saturday celebrating with Bee, Sunday celebrating with my family, Monday celebrating with my sis and comming Saturday with my friends.
Although there's no birthday cake, but still i feel happy, cos everyone is celebrating with me and i have been receiving lots of wishes.

Present from my parents and sis - A pair of Diamond ear rings,

Jewellery box from my Bee~

While watching variety show on youtube, i found out that there is this thing called "Lash Gripper" So i went to search for it, and found it at Sasa~!
With this you can put the eyelash easily. It will be great for beginner~

The pink one is the gripper

Just grip the eyelash, and you can aim it simply~

2009-08-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

Finally on my annual leave, but instead of feeling excited, i started feeling stress for Wednesday. Cos work will sure piled up after i am back from leave.

Today's meeting, my boss came out with a question for us, asking if we are with him supporting the company. This question is hard to answer actually.. If it's a "Yes", probably 80% i am lying, but if it is a "No", it will seems like i have no passion at all for the job.

Actually the answer might change anytime when time passes by, i am person who don't really cares much about the money, but most important is the human relationship. If i am feeling good working with the group, i will have the passion working at the company.

My boss is actually quite nice to us, i can say that my answer is moderate.
Have to see how the management treats everyone? Sometime i will feel good, but when comes to fairness, i wun feel the passion is there.
One of my colleagues and i work the major job in the company, which is the database, therefore whenever it comes to those "extra" work, he will always choose us to work OT for him. Actually all these "extra" work can be shared among the colleagues, so that me and the other girls wun have to stay almost every night to do it. But dunno why my boss "likes" the database girls so much, and whenever there's some thing pops out, always will kana us but not the rest. This is something i think the managment should look out for.

Hmmm... Actually nothing much...
Shall enjoy my long weekend ba...

2009-07-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

Feel so down...
The more i love u, the more i feel hurt...
Wad shall i do?
Am i crazy?
Am i too dependent on u?
How can i stop all these feelings?

Or shall i keep a distance from u?

2009-07-06T19:37:00.003+08:00

Went Alvin's Wedding on saturday, Zhi drove us there, lucky got her around, or else i wun be able to find that place.

On the way there, we chatted a lot, and i realised everyone in the car got license expect for me, felt myself noob. Everyone is getting better except me, still remain on the same spot.
Therefore i decided to learn driving, at least pick up a skill.. So i started reading the theory on sunday, and really feels boring... But no matter what, i have to buck up...

At the wedding dinner, we took lots of pictures also... This was the first time i attended wedding with Karaoke one. But too bad all Hokkien songs, don't have latest songs...
Actually nothing much to say... Think shall post the pics then...

Me with the black dress.

F4 ~ Female Flower 4. haha

F4 again. =X

Me and Leng...

Our table.. A bit blur...

2 Bunnies...

Actually there is another pic taken with Alvin and his bride, but haven send to us yet, shall post again..

After the wedding, went Jurong Point with Bee, acc him to watch "Transformer"
Before movie, we went arcade and started cam-whoring in one of the Neoprint machine.. haha
The lighting makes the picture looks so good, even though the pics are taken using my HP. =D

My Bee and me... Chu~

Trying to take something different... haha... and turns out good, although cannot compare with the studio one la.. =D

Sian sia...
I am still in my office, waiting for the report, did by another girl, one thing i hate about this job is, it wastes my time even though i have finished up my work.
Lucky there's 2 of my colleagues doing this also, so we take turns to wait every night...
If it's done by me myself, think i will say "Sayonara" to this stupid job.

Haizz...
I am tired....

2009-06-28T02:25:00.004+08:00

Just watched Transformer with my poly friends, the show was fabulous, but a bit blur la, cos the robots are so huge, and when they fly here and there, the whole screen was fully covered by metals, "king king, kiang kiang".. After watching, will feel a bit giddy, but other then that
everything is fine.

Have not seen my dear friends for rougly 2 years time, before meeting i am still thinking whether all of us will have stuffs to talk about or not.
Surprisingly everything goes fine, the atmosphere was good, we have lots of fun and the feeling is still like our poly times.

After tranformers, we had our lunch at a resturant, and i ordered the waffle with ice-cream, tasted pretty good, but forgot to take the pictures of the food.. =.= Too busy eating after 2 and half hours of movie, everyone are like hungry ghost after that.

After lunch, went to see cosplay with Justin, "his Favourite". But quite disappointing, cos just nice it ended when we stepped in there.

Therefore we proceeded to Mind Cafe, all of us walked from Orchard to Bugis, everyone was complaining leg aching after reaching there. haha..
And over there we played minigames and enjoyed the time also...
Don't have such happy feel for very long already, since the day when i stepped out to society.
Really hopes time can stop at the period when i was in sec and poly school, years when i have been enjoying and spending everyday happily..

After that we headed home, and agreed to come out again on 18 July for another gathering, for a K session this time, looking forward to it...
And i suddenly realised my July is fully booked.
Next week will be attending my friend's wedding, then another week will be going Chalet, after that K session.. Woo~~ First time sia...

Will treasure every moments going out with my friends...
Miss the days when we can see each other everyday, and not once in every few months...
Sigh...

IT0409 class... Damn it, my camera sucks... So blur sia...

Must meet again~~

2009-06-20T03:40:00.003+08:00

Nowadays i found myself getting more and more spendthrift & materistic. In the past, i am not person who will buy branded stuff or expensive items, but now it's different. I started buying expensive cosmetic which i think it is more friendly for the skin, i started to think of buying better MP3. Beside this i have this feel of buying LV bag too...
Got to stop this feeling or habbit... But still can't resist, haha... Ended up buying I-Touch on friday, after work.

This is the one i have been aiming long long ago.... And i finally bought it~~

Da tang~~~

Next, i feel like buying this Canon camera, i know i should not buy anymore, i have just bought Sony camera not long ago.... But... But.... Really feels like buying it, regret buying Sony camera, not only it is blur and the color not nice also... Unlike my sis's canon camera, pictures taken from her camera, turns out so beautiful.. Will like taking pictures if u got one.

This is the one i wanted!!!

Third thing that i wanted since last time, is this Gucci wallet, start liking when i first saw my colleagues got 1 of this...
Hmmm...

Hard to get. Unless don't shop for 1 or 2 months. Haha~~

The very last item i am craving for... Is thiis... This is even more hard to get, .. Can see cannot touch, dunno when i got the chance to touch it... Hmmm... Maybe after getting bonus??
Last time don't really like all these stuff, but Bee's mum love LV bags, so get to know a lot from her, saw her buying, and i got this feel also le...
I am so easily affected by others.... =.=

But this kind looks nice and elegant.

In love with MAC lip stick... The color looks so natural and sweet.. Saw from Popteen magazine that all the japanese models love using MAC products, therefore i started to use that too...
And surprising, MAC products are not that expensive like what i think of...
The prices are affortable..

The black eye shadow is really very black, and you can simply use it as eyeliner too...

These few days whenever going out with Bee, we will go arcade to play... I found my skill of grabbing toys has been improved rapidly...
Last thurday, i spent just $10, and i got both Mickey and Minnie..

This is the one i am refering to, I am so so happy when i got both... This is really my Stress Relief.

Haha these are the mickeys that both Bee and me have caught. My Collections...

We also went West Mall to buy Jack pot, and we got this smiley coin bank...

Haha and it looks like my Bee~~

Bought a new dress again..

Last week actually decided to tender my resignation letter, wanted to leave my job due to the work load... Tried to resign 3 times, but not succesful at all. This is my first time in life, wanted to resign but cannot.. =.=
But after all these, i found out that my boss is a nice person, they tried so hard to retain staff, tried their best to resolve staff's problem. After so much complains from me, they still wanted me to stay, felt touched..
Therefore after so much of discussion, they helped me by removing some portion of my work, so to reduce my work load plus stress, which i feel it's alright to stay on.. =)

I am so addicted to facebook's resturant City..
Addicted to the extend that i actually bought the cash using my real cash. Haha...
Hmm...
Really started to have more and more bad habbits... Hope i wun get worsen... =(

Alright got to sleep...
Blog again next time..

2009-06-07T23:21:00.008+08:00

Euuuu~~~Monday coming again~~ Sighxxxx
Feel sick of my job, spending more then 10 hours in the office, facing the computer, doing the same work everyday... Everyday repeats the same thing over & over again...Wonder should i change a job or should i stay on, cos i am really sick staying at the work place till 8 or 9pm, no time for myself, no time for a rest, no time for TV...

These are the stuffs that i am facing everyday... PHOBIA

Hope one day i can get over..
I am trying out goverment job recently, heard one of my friends said that both her sisters are in the goverment sector, not only the salary & bonus are good, but once in a while they can go back home early on the friday too...

I am really addicted to this toy catcher machine, once in a while have to into the arcade to play.
There was this day, i felt really depressed with my work, complaining to Bee, crying hard, and the toy catcher machine actually delights my day (A while only, after that continue to cry). haha
Was very lucky that day, spent around $3 to catch 2 mickey, normally spent more then $20 but catch nothing at all...

2 mickeys caught by Aku

Not only it is fun to play, but it is good for relieving stress...
=)

My Bee & me camwhoring, after arcade...

Now my turn... Haha.. hide my hair, to see how i look like with short hair.. Bee says nice, but still i don't have the gut to cut... =( Unless my face is small, or else i will never cut short my hair..

In love with fake eyelashes. Keep trying out different type of eyelashes... Looks nice, but always cannot see clearly in photos, that's why i took in a different angle..

Received application form from Singapore Police Force, hope i can be short listed...
Pray hard...
Wanted to get out of the current job, go for job with higher salary & shorter work time...
No More OT!!! Please....

2009-05-23T11:27:00.005+08:00

Yo i am back. Have been busy working and going out, have not touch my new labtop since the day it is delivered to me, finally got the time to touch it now.
This labtop was given free as i signed the 2 year contract with singtel for their broadband and the Mio-TV which costed me just $74 per month, i feel it is quite worth it, because the mini labtop now costed about $700 plus? $74 for 2 months can cover that amount too.=)

This is the free Acer labtop i got from Singtel.

Last friday went out with Leng, Noi, LS, CS, YC and SL for singing session at Chevron hotel. This was my first time there, and my first impression for that place is great! Not only it's cheap but the room is big and comfortable too...
Really enjoy my day and have took some pictures too...

My 2 longlasting friends....

Missed the days...

Leng and me..

Noi and me..

Ah gong, leng and me...

Both trying to kiss me.. haha

Errr... Still trying to kiss me.. haha..

Cam-Whoring all the way, from sitting position to lying position. lol

This is cute.. Love this pic.

What is Waileng trying to do??? *I wonder

My face is BIG in this pic, but still i like it. hhoho

Waileng doing stunt again. haha

Hear no evil, Speak no evil, See no Evil.

I love this pic too.. The 3 Batmans...

The overlook for the room.

The overall pic..

Let us meet out one day for singing session again~~ =)

Oh gosh i have addicted, addicted to this.

This is the one at Marina Square, which i love playing... Confirm you will get something compared to the toycatcher.

And i spend just $2 getting all these. haha

Whenever Bee and me have passed by arcade i will go in play the toy catcher game, but ended spending $30 plus without gaining anything. Haha.
That's really bad if i can't control...

Camwhoring LOVES.

Bee and me...

2009-04-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

My life is filled with colors when you are by my side, but whenever you are not with me i feel myself back to the darkness again...

I really hate this type of feeling...

2009-04-26T16:24:00.003+08:00

Tonight will be staying at home watching Star Awards, believe today's award mostly will goes to the Little Nonya? Just stay tune tonight at 7pm to know the result =).

Last week went to watch "Knowing" with Bee, the show was nice and interesting, it's something about the end of the world. Wondering if this will happen in reality, cos these few days, have heard of news about disaster that would happen in 2012. This really troubles me, although it may not be true. I can't imagine if this is going to happen on us, i still have a lot of things or dreams which have not been done or come true.. Hope all these are not not accurate ba..

Pictures Time...
Iam too lazy to blog...

Bee and aku... I love this pic....

Have took pictures of my office.. Admin Department...

Have bought a Hello Kitty pencil holder... It looks simple but it cost me 9.90... That Ex.

This is my desk, can say that it's my second home too.. Spending more then 10 hours facing it...

This is how our admin department looks like, its separate into 2 sides...

Bought this top at Vogue, Loving it... In love with "Butterfly sleeve top" nowadays....

The weather is so cooling today, feel like falling asleep again~~

Will be back soon...

2009-04-10T09:31:00.003+08:00

Everyone should be feeling relax today? Finally comes across a long weekend, and the next one will be on 1st May and i am looking forward to that too. ^^

Later will be going to my grandma's house to pray my grandpa.
Feels that life is so short and unpredictable, it ends just that fast and we would not know what will happen next or rather we wouldn't know how we die also.. Some just died in their sleep, and some just died after fainting, just like my grandpa. The very last time that i saw him was when i am in my secondary school times, still remember i used to tell my grandpa that after i have grew up and started to earn money, i will buy him food and also give him money, and my grandpa also told me that he wanted to see me get married and drink my wedding tea. But he did not manage to make it till the day i get married.
Whenever i think of all these, my heart will feel hurt, i feel that everyone should treasure what is having right now, or else we will be regret one day.
But as for now, i put all my effort and focus on my grandma, i will try to take good care of her on behalf of my grandpa, give her money monthly and so on... i dun wish to see this thing to be repeated again, and i dun wan empty promises to happen again..

Getting more and more comfortable with my company, the very first time when i entered the company, i don't even dare to walk around, therefore sitting on my seat for the whole day, except for going to the washroom. But as for now, walking around and mixing with the colleagues around seems natural to me, and everyone there FINALLY knows my name..haha
Cos the very first time, colleagues will always asked:"You are the ......... new girl right? Whats your name?"or "You are val....... Val what ar?" or "You are Melody?" or "You are Monica ar?" =.= This is ridiculous la?? How this guy managed to mix up Valerie and Monica together?? For Melody still rather sounds something similar, but how this Monica turns out? I don understand haha.. But btw everything is getting smooth, so just hope it will continues this way...

Valerie

Valerie and Tim ("V")

My company celebrating birthday for April's colleagues..

Hope everyone enjoys your long weekend ahead.

2009-04-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

This whole week has been so so tiring,OT plus watching drama till midnight. Was crazy for this show "Ai Jiu Zai Yi Qi" This show was so addictive la.. Can't stop watching, and always looking forward to the next episode...
Now it stops at epi 7, and i am so dying to see the next one... sian. Wonder why it only shown once a week, really not enough la..

Yup by the way, this is the one that i am talking about...

Rainie is so so cute.... Jiro is so so cute and handsome...

As i mentioned in the past entry, this is the phone that i have bought recently.. W595
Love this pink, its so sweet....

But as for camera wise, still not up to standard...
But nevertheless, it is still good in other area...

Got to sleep, shall update another time...
Dark eye circle has been worsened each day...
Help~~~

2009-03-29T13:22:00.003+08:00

Went Bukit Batok KTV with my family again... And this time round we went to book their room, the room is big and comfortable, and total bill just costed us $42 for 4 person. Which means only $10 per person, that's cheap.
Lazy to blog... So i'll just post the pics den.

Cam whoring b4 going out.

Me and my er mei.

My mummy on the left, and my er mei on the right. My small sis was sleeping on the sofa, so dun have her pic. haha

Our mummy..

Their duet performances...

That's all for our k-singing session.

2009-03-28T02:12:00.002+08:00

Super busy for this whole week. One of the girls was on leave, and the other girl took over her duties, she was unfamiliar with the job scope, therefore spent some time to finish her work, before i can take over and do my part.
Stay till around 8.30pm almost everyday, have been so so tired and shagged... Will take a good nap on sunday...

Tried on new contact lens. Mei bought the everyday acuvue brown lens, so she gave me one pair to try on, don't feel good with lens on, cos you will feel something on your eyes and your eyes will feel even more tiring... Although looks nicer with big round eyes, but still dun think i will buy anymore...

Bought new Sony Ericsson phone today, the pink walkman phone.. Wee~~
Aim for this phone long ago, but because my contract is under Bee's name, so have been waiting for him to come back from thailand in order to buy the phone...
And FINALLY this phone is on my hand NOW...
WAHAHA~~~

With the large brown lens....

Can say that it really looks nice to cam whore with lens on...
But not for working...

Have took a pic of my desk... FINALLY i got my own desk, shall decorate it when i got the time...

Really scare when the phone starts ringing... Cos it means that some one is going to disturb u soon... haha

Always like to give me funny faces for the first shoot.
Told him i will put on the blog, but still he gives me this face.

Finally the better ones.... (After get scolding from me)

Some friends asked me, why i seldom take pics with my bf??
So i can say this is the reason why.... (=.=)

2009-03-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

I am doing OT almost everyday. Getting busy and busy, cos my boss wants me to try handle everything by my own, without the help from my colleagues. Although it is stress, but still i will do my best to be the best among the rest.. hahaha... This is my aim.

I got one colleague who is a interesting person. He is also a vegetarian like me, but he smokes and buy ToTo, that's amusing... Today he did somthing interesting, he went to this zhu chao store, looking at the frog in the tank, my colleague thought he wants to eat, but i felt that he wants to buy it. And end up he really buys the frog back to actually sets it free... =.=
Therefore i teased him by telling him to buy the whole tank of frogs next time instead, or else the others will feel that he is unfair. :D
People in my company are really interesting people.. haha..

Boring during lunch, so i went to the nearby playground and rest....
Find that it's really relaxing to sit near the playground, all tireness and stress will seems to go away, and you will feel yourself back to your young times, and feel your heart gets lighter...

The no-stress place...

Last Saturday went to a very different KTV with my parents...
It is located in front of Bukit Batok poly clinic...
Firstly i thought that it's a place for the oldies and for sure it will be a boring place... So i told my mum that i wun be singing if i went there, but when i reached there, i felt that i am totally wrong... This KTV not only oldies, but there are youngsters as well, and the system is 10 times better then K Box... The TV is as big as the projector, the fee is so damn cheap, around $7 person. If you book their room, it costs only $10 per hour and the room is 3 times bigger then k box normal room...
After being there, sis and i are so attracted to this new place, we even told our mum to bring us there again. =)

This is the KTV

This is how it looks outside, if dun dare to sing outside, can book their super big room for just $10 per hour. There is pool outside as well..

Went for ice-cream session again, but with my sister this time round...
Went to this japanese ice-cream store at Lot 1, just right in front of Popular..
We ordered their Green tea with red bean dessert and their 3 flavoured ice-cream, tastes good, BUT still lose to Haagen Das. haha
But still worth trying la...

Green Tea with red bean...

3 Flavoured ice cream..

Yippy!!! Bee is back from Thailand, and after 1 more week of servicing, he will be out of the ARMY.
Happy for him...

2009-03-16T14:18:00.002+08:00

I am on MC today...
Having diarrhea since midnight and have not sleep since 3am...
Got to get some rest now~

2009-03-14T12:59:00.002+08:00

A week has passed again... Time passed just like a blink of eyes. Soon or sooner everyone will start to get married, building up their own family, stepping on to their next stage... In my memory, school days seem far but yet, not too far, images are blur in my mind, it seems like it is just a dream, thinking back, i have never treasure those days, i have regretted now, but what can i do? Time can't just go back like this, unless i have the time machine.=.=
Therefore i learn something through out this which is, treasure every moment of your life... =)

Yup back to reality...
I find out something, guys are getting more and more not gentlemen(apply to SOME ONLY)

(Scenrio 1)
There was this day, when this guy and a girl, going into the MRT, the girl walked in front of this guy and saw a seat, therefore she stepped forward to get the seat, but instead of the girl sitting, this guy rushed, using his shoulder and pushed her aside and grabbed the seat! When i saw, i feel like giving a slap on his idiotic face!!! Such a bustard and sissy!!! I believed most of us have encountered this also... What is going on to this society??? Why everyone are so kiasu?? When MRT door is opened, instead of letting the passenger out first, everyone are standing in front of the door, dashing in as if they will missed the train??
Therefore after encounting all these, whenever i am going out of the train, and if anyone dash in like this, i will purposely use my shoulder to push or hit them, i don't care, since everyone are doing all this... I mean... I dun mind if the people are the old aunties, cos some are not educated or they want to get a seat, but people who are doing these are all the students or office people... I really feels the school should teach more about the civil and moral... =.=

(Scenrio 2)
This happened in the MRT's lift, when people are rushing for work and squeezed like sardin in the lift, there's this old woman with her walking stick at around 80 plus, she tried to get into the lift as well, but i think it's too packed therefore the door did not close. And this guy beside her, everyone was looking at him, expecting him to go out of the lift so that the door can close, but despite him going out, the old lady went out instead, when i saw this, i felt sad, too bad i am not standing beside the door but being squeezed to the back, else i will just get out....Why nowadays people are like this, so uncivilized, really cannot stand it. SAD

P/s: All words that i have sounded out does not applies on everyone of course, cos i do encountered people who are kind-hearted also... But very minor la...

Hopes one day, Singaporean can be more civilized and i wun be seeing all these scenrios anymore, cos it really brings bad images to the non-singaporean... That's embarrasing....

Whatever..
Back to other topic, i have took pictures of how my company looks like, it is quite surprising to say that, when you view it ouside, it seems small, and the first look at it, i thought it is a single storey building. But when you go in and have a look, there are so many departments in this small small building, and it is a 2 storey building...

my office area looks like those mountain areas, we need to climb up this super duple long staircase in order to buy our lunch, which is located just right at the mountain top. haha

And this is my office, with so many taxis parking outside...

It will be good if they can renovate the building.. =)

Went out with Leng, Noi, Zhi, Yan Chee, Lei Siang and Chao Siang yesterday, have not been seeing them for so long, all did not change but except for yan chee, who is getting fatter... He told us he will surely cut down weight during his birthday this year, and if he manage to do so, all of us have to treat him, haha... So we shall wait and see den..
We went foodcourt to eat, after that went Haagen Das to eat ice-cream and chat. We ordered their "Seven Heaven" which comes with 7 tiny scoop of ice-cream... But then it was tasty. After ice-cream, actually decide to go starbuck, but it is fully booked and therefore we went Mac to continue our chit chatting session.. The whole outing was fun, hope will have another outing soon. =)

The seven heaven.. Looks similar like the earthquake from the swensen.

Enjoying their ice-cream.. haha

See all of u soon~~

2009-03-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

Went Bugis with my family, aunt and cousins... Went there for shopping, i have tried to control myself not to buy too much, but still i spent near to 100 bucks in a day.... Sigh.... Haha..
But my cousin kept reminding me that i have bought a lot, therefore i still managed to control a bit.. =P

After shopping for the whole day, we went Swensen for ice-cream, 6 of us ordered the Giant earthquake, which helped us to save quite a lot, which means that after divided into 6, each of us just need to pay around $4 only.. =)
My young sis is so greedy, she is scared that we may finish up her ice-cream, therefore she kept scooping the ice-cream, and my cousin, bing xiu, who sat beside her, don't even have the chance to eat.. LOL

After all, we really enjoys our day, so we planned to have a outing again on next sunday. =D
Looking forward to that day~!!

My aunt, 2 sis, me and my cousin, Yiru..

Our Giant earthquake, turned out to be quite different to what we imagine... We thought it will be super huge.. haha

But it's beautiful~~~

But it turns out ugly, after we have finished up...

The neo-prints that we took yesterday~~~ =D

Hope next sunday will be a great day too~~ =D

ARGH!!!!! Tomorrow will be working again....
Busy day coming again....
Hope everything will be smooth...

2009-03-07T12:57:00.003+08:00

Finally weekend has arrived again...
Woke up at around 11am just now..
Started to blog a little, cos later will be going out with my family and my cousins, and don't know when will i have the time to blog. I have told myself not to leave my blog dusty again, so no matter how busy i am with my work, will still be blogging at least once a week.. =)

Bee has reached Thailand yesterday, hope everything will be fine... He told me that the weather is so much warmer then Singapore and there are so many flies stinging him.. Poor thing.. Hope he can come back soon...

Cam-Whoring again... haha...

Ok ready! Going out lo...

Me Bee with a Sian Half face... =.=

Will be coming back to blog again when i am free~~ =)

Website to introduce to all my friends out there
I have been visiting this website nowadays to watch Taiwan's drama and variety show....
Anyone interested can go in and have a look.. The owner updates the shows everyday, so you will be able to catch up all the variety show in Taiwan... =)
http://tw.sugoideas.com/

ENJOY!

2009-03-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

Time seems not enough for me.. After working in this company, the earliest time i reached home was 7.30pm? Most of the time i reached home by 8pm... Although it's late, but i feel better then staying at home ba.. =)

Anyone who are jobless right now?
Cos my company needs people right now...
If anyone interested, can tell or msg me...

BUT

Must be able to handle stress, and able to handle checking of documents and large volume of data entries.. =)

2009-02-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

First Week Of Work

Finally weekend has arrived~ These few days have been so busy learning my work, colleagues are all around my age, and people there are friendly as well, just that my work load is heavy, or else i will love this job a lot.
But still i will continue to Jia You~~

So happy now, cos previously my job needs to work on the saturday, but now i can finally experience working 5 days and rest on the weekends.. Haha... I know i am retarded, happy just because of this, but 2 days rest is really important to me, cos you will not feel that you have any rest, if you are working on the saturday. And if sunday is your only resting day, you wun have the mood to go out as well..
So i will enjoy my sleep later and sleep till the sun shines on my butt.. LOL

Tomorrow will be going town again!!! Bee's mum gave us 2 free movie tickets on the thursday, so will catch a movie tml den.

2009-02-24T20:41:00.004+08:00

First day at work

Nothing is perfect in this world...
Today my first day for work, the job is not easy as well....
Colleagues there are pretty good, but the job is not...
Can you imagine? The longest admin staff there works only for 8 months, and most of them just worked there for 2 to 3 months... All quit because of the work load....
My job is until 6pm, but i left the office 6.20pm... The rest are still there rushing for their leftover work...
Pray hard i can adapt to the environment... No matter what i have to be there for at least 2 months, or else have to pay my agency 50% of my salary... Hope everything will go smooth and fine ba...

God Bless Me. ("V")

2009-02-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

Went to shop for my office wear on saturday with my sis, and bought this 3 tops..
Haha... Will be starting work tomorrow, hope everything goes smooth...

I Love the yellow top!!!

Haha... Wish me LUCK!!!!

2009-02-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

Happen to see this interesting website, a website that helps you and your partner to generate out the pic of your kid. Haha... Its quite scary also, when i saw that my kid looks like african. LOL!!!

This is my baby girl-Carine

This is my baby boy= Brendon.

Hmmm... I dun think both babies look like both of us leh....
What do you think?

2009-02-21T00:42:00.006+08:00

My Valentine's Gift

Just received Valentine's gift from Bee on the thursday. Actually got a small arguement with him on that day due to certain reason, but gift do help to resolve problems... HAHA =P
So glad this year.... Received total of three presents from him... One of them is so meaningful... Is a Jigsaw Puzzle with his words on it, but the puzzle is not solved yet, therefore you will have this urge to know what is the message he is given you, and you will tend to solve it immediately...
And so this is what it looks like after solved~!!

*Touched* and i am so happy with this special present.... (Actually never cover the words, but this Bee dunno is not happy that i show the words that he has written on the blog)

Another present is this... A pair of mickey and minnie cup.... I love it too...

The design of the box.....

The cups in it....

Thanks Bee Bee for the present... =)

2 Magical Tokens

Friday i was so busy.... I have so many events on the morning till the end of the day.
Morning at around 11am, went for this interview at SGH.
After that met my agent at 1pm.
Lastly went for another interview at 3pm..

For the last interview, it is some where at Redhill. The company is somewhere in between the vehicle companies there and the route was complicating. Therefore Bee and i took a cab there instead.. This taxi driver was not familiar with the place as well, so he asked us why did we come here? And so i told him its for interview....
When we reached, the total amount was charged for the taxi was $3, so we gave him $10 and he gave us change, 1 piece of $5 and 2 $1 coins, when handed the 2 coins to us, this kind driver wished me luck and hoping his golden coins may help me too.... And so we thanked him and proceeded to my interview...

Went interview at this "Premier Taxi" for the admin position, which my agent helped me to find. This was the longest interview i ever had, it took me about 3 hours for the interview.. haha..
And it is so hot in the afternoon, poor Bee sweat all over his body, waited me for so long....
But although he waited me for long, but this time round i never let him down worss~~~~ Coss...
I got the job finally!!!!! YIPPY~~~
Both of us are so happy.... And we are thinking maybe the 2 golden coins gave me some luck too!! So i have to keep it for luck... =)

So after all the interviews, we went to town for K Session to celebrate!!!!
Thanks Bee, accompanied me here and there and made you dehydrated for the day...

Finally i am not jobless...
I will be starting work on the tuesday....
Hope this time round, it will be a successful one.... (And not tender resignation letter after 1 day working.. HAHA)

Thanks God ~

2009-02-19T14:30:00.003+08:00

Bee's leaving soon

Chatted with Bee on the phone yesterday..
Have this sad feeling out of sudden, cos he will be going oversea soon for his army training at Thailand...
Was trying to console him as well, by telling him to treat it as a holiday instead.
Although both of us are sad, but no choice still have to face it, but at least after chatting with him on the phone, i knew that he got the same feeling as me too..
I am glad to have such a thoughtful boyfriend who already think of what to do before he goes to the trip. He will be buying me pre-paid card, so that i wun have to bear with the expensive overseas phone bills~ ("V")

Thanks a million my Bee... LOVE

Job

Yesterday i went to MSIG for a interview, i am almost late, reached the location just on tine. LUCKY!
After the interview, got a better understanding about the job, really likes it and hope i am selected for it.
And on this friday will have another two, one is with SGH, another with Premier Taxi. Hope i am able to get in to either 3 companies...

As time gets longer, i am getting more and more worry....
Cos the interviewer started to question me like.... "What have you been doing for the past 3 months without a job?"
I am worried.. I am afraid people may have this feeling that i have leave the society for quite sometime, and its difficult for me to catch up....
Will they feel this way??
ARGHHHH!!!! i am worry and scare....
But i can't do anything... but to wait....

Haha... Is she cute??
I bought her this "mouth", cos she dropped her two front teeth very long ago, but still haven't grow out yet...
(Just for laugh)
=D

2009-02-17T12:49:00.004+08:00

My Valentine's Day

What a SPECIAL Valentine's day i am having this year!
I am looking forward for this year Valentine's day and in my imagination, this day should be spending happily, dolling up myself in the morning, going Kbox to sing, taking Neo-prints and so on...
BUT it does not turns out this way!!!! Instead of this, i ended up in the hospital!!!!
On that day itself, i realised i got pain at the stomach area, i thought i can just bear with it and go out with Bee, cos i dun want to spoil the day. But i hardly walk at all, therefore i got no choice but to go to a nearby clinic and see a doctor.
When the doctor examined, he told me that my hurting area is my appendicits area, at that moment i was really in a shock, i did not realise that it is so serious... So he refered me to the A/E department of any hospital.

When i went there, i really feels like crying, i felt myself so unlucky, haven't find a job yet and my body started to give me problems also.
I went to this NUH, the doctor there took my blood to examine, this was the first time i experience the pain when they took my blood through my hand's vein, and they just leave the needle in my vein, it was grossed...
And so after 2 to 3 hours, i was asked to stay in the hospital for examine, i was so frightened, cos the doctor told me if the next day, my appendicts area is getting more pain, i will need to go for a operation to remove it.

Staying in the hospital made me felt so torturing, i can't eat anything, all i can depend is the packets of drip which they called sodium chloride. I was there so upset, but this Bee still tell me lame joke!! I told him that i was hungry, and he asked if i want the sodium chloride to change into milo instead? =.= Cannot tahan him....

Sleeping in the hospital was terrible too, the air-condition there was so cold till i trembled when i am sleeping. When i finally fell asleep, the nurse will wake me up out of sudden to take my blood pressure, beside this, the lights will turn off and on very often cos the nurse needed to take pressure, temperature and change the drip.

Around 6am in the morning, i was called to wake up to take my blood again, and around 8.30am, the doctor came to check the patients, i was so anxious when he came to me.
He pressed hardly on my stomach to see if i am in pain, but surprisingly, my stomach gets better, so the doctor told me that it was not my appendicts which caused my pain, perphaps it should be my muscle cramps or i hurt myself when i am doing exercise.. Felt relieved after hearing what he has said.

And so this was my first experience spending my Valentine's day in the hospital, all thanks to the clinic doctor for giving this "false alarm", taking my stomach cramps as appendicts pain... Felt so ridiculous, because of his "false alarm", i got to stand the paiin from the needles and blood taking....

But after this thing happens, i learned a lesson, which is... never do a exericse without warming up, and have to take care of your own body cos health is really important to everyone of us. Hospital is really a place where you will feel yourself so helplesss... Hope i will never ever step into it again....

I HATE this... Although sis and me looked funny and enjoying in this pic, but actually it was painful...

After i have discharged from the hospital, i went home straight, changed, bathed, rested and went straight for my interview with my agent, luckily nothing happens on me, or else i will waste this job opportunity.
So after my interview, Bee brought me to Quality hotel for their steamboat buffet to replenish my body. haha..

This is the Valentine's present i gave to Bee...
As for mine, he don't have the chance to give me yet, so maybe another time then i get from him..

The steamboat...

Bee enjoys his food, you can tell when looking at his face...
HAHA

2009-02-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

Valentine's Day is around the corner.
I am so excited... Wondering what will i be receiving on that day, although Bee told me he bought Pocky for me, but nah~~~ Sure something else... hehe...
Have you prepare your gift, words or surprises to your partner yet??
I have prepared mine...
Hope this coming Valentine will be a wonderful day for he and me...
And Hope everyone enjoys the day too...

Hammie here to wish all lovely couples from all around the world...

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-12T14:10:00.006+08:00

A nice song to share with all of you....

Hope you will like it.

Lyrics- 羅志祥 & 蕭亞軒：敗給你

羅志祥： 明明講冷笑話像凍到北極還要我陪妳吃冰　　　　

戀愛是什麼邏輯算算星座和命理到底誰在妳心裡　　　　

妳這麼驚天地就要一路證明　誰在乎我有的比　　　　

當我一遇上妳卻那麼情不自禁甘願被妳蹂躪　　　　

妳什麼時候要回去妳們火星　　　　

我越來越介意作夢也夢到妳就像是我的天敵 (是不是)

蕭亞軒：你愛囉嗦又愛生氣喜歡我還嘴硬　好面子要加三級

羅志祥：好想被妳吃定

＊敗給你說話的眼睛　

敗給你微笑的魔力　

不知不覺想每天跟你在一起　

WOO BABE BABE WOO BABE BABE WOO LOVE　

敗給你少一根神經　

愛上你這是我的命　

我們世界連鬥嘴都有默契　

WOO BABE BABE WOO BABE BABE WOO＊

蕭亞軒：請問你何必把我抓得那麼緊只是穿得性感些而已　　　　

明明你很自戀饒了那後照鏡　　　　

我心中你是第一名耐心還有愛心　　　　

愛不是有帥氣就可以拜托你別一直耍嘴皮　　　　

OH MY OH MY OH MY OH MY GOD

羅志祥：妳什麼時候要回去妳們火星　　　　

我越來越介意作夢也夢到妳就像是我的天敵 (是不是)

蕭亞軒：但奇怪只要看到你就變得很開心 (羅志祥：有嗎)　　　　

我已不能判你出局 羅志祥：好想把妳吃定 Repeat ＊

＊羅志祥：我真的敗給妳愛上了妳看到小狗就蹲下去　　　　

一直親妳一定充滿我沒發現的愛心

蕭亞軒：敗給你愛上你看不見你會生病　　　　

原來我也有害怕你突然不見的危機

羅志祥：妳也有溫柔的時候害我抬起頭　　　　

以為天上下著紅雨不然就是我還沒有睡醒　　　　

這樣一個我乘以這樣一個你　　　　

竟然等於我愛你愛上你一天又一天又一天

我敗給你說話的眼睛 (蕭亞軒：我敗給你)

敗給你微笑的魔力 (蕭亞軒：我愛上你)

不知不覺想每天跟你在一起 (蕭亞軒：想每天跟你在一起 BABE)

WOO BABE BABE WOO BABE BABE WOO LOVE

敗給你少一根神經 (羅志祥：我敗給你)

愛上你這是我的命 (羅志祥：我愛上你)

我們世界連鬥嘴都有默契

WOO BABE BABE WOO WOO BABE BABE

敗給你說話的眼睛(蕭亞軒： WOO 敗給你)

敗給你微笑的魔力 (羅志祥： YEAH YEAH YEAH)

不知不覺想每天跟你在一起

WOO BABE BABE WOO BABE BABE WOO LOVE

敗給你少一根神經 (蕭亞軒：我敗給你)

愛上你這是我的命 (羅志祥： 我敗給你 蕭亞軒：我愛上你)

我們世界連鬥嘴都有默契

WOO BABE BABE WOO BABE BABE WOOMY GOD MY GOD MY GOD MY GODMY GOD MY GOD 我真的敗給你啦

MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD MY GODOH MY LOVE

2009-02-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went out with Bee, and we went to the arcade at Lot 1. Bee saw this toy catcher machine with instructions shown on the tv of ways to catch the toy. And so he got this feel to try it out..
So he tose his $1 coin in and started the game, when the grabber went downward, it did not grab the correct position, and i told him sure we can't get it..
But miracle appeared, although the grabber did not grab the correct area, but it got stuck at the mickey mouse's donald duck head phone, and so when the grabber came up and slowly dropped the toy to the winning "hole", i shouted out in happiness and excitement... LOL..
But this Bee was trying to act cool by saying:"Ok, well... Let's go!" in those calm tone...
BUT... when he left the arcade, he started saying out in excitement also and keep showing off how great he is to me.. HAHA

And so... At night we went to gombak to eat our dinner, and went straight to find his mother...

This is the mickey that he grabbed for me... =)

Me and the S$1 Mickey.... =)

Sunday night after having a talk with Bee, my feeling gets better.
Had a small arguement with him that day because we have been lack of communication. Whenever we went out, is either we went for a movie, or went for a shopping, i felt that we don't have a chance to sit down and have a chat... Then on that day, happened that we had our dinner at the "Wang", after finishing our food, we were there happily chatting, but when the moment i asked him:"Do you want to shift to another clean table to continue our talk?"
He replied me:"Hmmm... Think nope, let's go home now."
I felt really damn frustrated, i haven't finish my words and he wanted to go home, i just felt something's wrong with our relationship, last time when we were just together, he will call me, talk to me, we will stay at the void deck to chat, but now.. Things changed, he wanted to go home, hardly we have the time to sit down to share our problems or happy things...

So i felt sad, and i remained silence when on my way home...
But Bee knew my problem, so he accompanied me to the void deck and i just spillled out my unhappiness about him.. And so after a small chat, everything is resolved. =)
Actually what i want is simple, i just want the feeling when we were together 5 years ago, when everything were still fresh and when he wanted to chat with me so much everyday... As for now, maybe we have been together so long, we are too use to each other by the side, therefore sometimes he will neglect my feeling...
I just feel that there should be surprises in a relationship, even though have been together for long, and both parties have to put in effort to maintain the relationship like the past, or else as days pass by, feelings will slowly fade, and by that time nothing can be done to rescue it.

One thing funny about me, which is.... I love quarreling with him, only quarrel with him, i will have the chance to know his problems, only quarrel with him, i will have the chance to hear words that i seldom hear before... haha....
So after this arguement, i have gained something too.... =)

But still i felt myself fortunate to have a boyfriend like him, someone who will never show me anger or scold me, when i am stubborn or nasty to him...
Hope few years down the road, or when we turn old, we will still be hand in hand, walking till the end together..

I hate my teeth actually, but after knowing that he loves my teeth, i started to smile with my teeth shown.. LOL

LOVE YOU BEE....

It's Valentine's Day soon.... Have you bought present for your loved ones yet???
hehe i have bought mine, shall blog it another time...

2009-02-06T15:15:00.004+08:00

Argh!!! I am feeling sick at home... Now then i realised that, life without a job/career can be so boring and aimless...
Gosh!!! Since 1st Nov till now i have been searching high and low for a freaking difficult finding job!! Everyone asks me if i am regretted for leaving DBS bank, i really hates this question, i mean like what is the main motive of the person asking this question?? Find me stupid or dumdum for leaving?? Or wanted me to feel guilty for what i have did? And my answer to them is NO! I have never regretted for what i have did, leaving is the correct decision i have made, because i know i don't belongs to that place... I hate counting BULK or rather BOXES of cash, i hate doing sales over the counter, and there the customers waiting behind will started staring at you, and if you don't do, the boss behind will be screaming at you. I don't really dislike customer service, but perphaps, doing something which don't requires me to count the cash or doing the sales...
Yup... In conclusion, i DON"T REGRET leaving my previous job, so please stop asking me this question.

Actually job i want is very simple...
I want job with....

1. One hour lunch break (In DBS, only half hour break... How to do business and makan with such short period of time?)
2. I want 5 days week job (When working in DBS, saturday needs to work as well, always see my family sleeping soundly and i have to go work, i am so envy)
3. I want job which is fun, not boring and not dead.
4. I am hoping for a job which i can communicate and get along with my colleagues. (In DBS, most of the time i am talking with the customers, i hardly get the chance to chat with my colleagues, due to the never ending queue)
Haha... And so these are the reasons why i quit.

These few days keep receiving phone calls from the recruitment agencies. One thing good about agency is, there is another helper to asist you in finding job, but one thing bad about agency is, i would not know what type of job they are finding for me.
For example, yesterday i received a call from my agent from recruit express, she told me that she has arranged a interview for me, it is under gas and oil industry. When i heard, i was thinking should be fine, since people out there says that gas and oil company can earn a lot, and so i agreed to go for the interview. When i attended the interview, i realised that what she said is not true at all, the ang mo boss told me that they are dealing with the motor tyres,
so i asked him:"I thought your company is under oil and gas industry? What is it to do with the motorcycle's tyres?" And ended up we realised that it was my agent's fault, she gave me the wrong information.....

After the interview, i started to think if i am suitable for admin jobs, i started to have another images for admin job... For what i have thought, admin jobs should be somthing easy, like doing some data-entry, filing, telephone or reception duties... But after so many times of interviews, i think i have the wrong idea/concepts for admin, most of the companies required admin staff to "BAO SAN BAO HAI" means multi-task and do all the shit, like replenish stationeries, pantry stuff, office maintenance like the lights, PC's...etc, sounds like the office's maid!!! For example, today this company that i have attended, the boss said that making coffee and tea is included in my job scope as well...
WHat the...... I mean Why ???? Why making coffee and tea is done by admin??? I thought is coffee aunty's job?? I really can't.... I really can't put down my pride to do all this.... i can't accept such job...

I feel i have lost my directions....
HMMM...... Perphaps i should go back to service line first(But not dealing with cash anymore), since so many companies prefered me in service line.
Then earn enough money and then go study again, now i am starting to plan for my study, should i take Business admin/HR course??? Or should i take Accounting course???

My life is full of confusion....

2009-02-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

I am Bored! I am Rotting for the whole day...
Nothing to do, so watching some variety shows, and have addicted to the limit that i have forgotten the time... The whole day i have just eaten 2 bread in the morning and afternoon...
And i forgotten my dinner... (=.=")

2009-02-03T15:20:00.003+08:00

Nothing much for today, just some pictures posting...

My new year clothes....

Cool~

Bee's one and only new year clothes... Because the rest of his money, he gave it to me to buy mine... So touched....

Taken in my car... Hmmm not mine, should say my mum's car..

So surprisingly to see this photo sent by my sister.... I din realised that i have taken picture with him also.... It's hard to take picture with him, because he is so hyper active... Only when comes to food, he will remain silence. haha

Cutie ZAC...

Oh gosh, i have been joblesss for 3 months.... How? Any lobang??? Any Office jobs??

Valentines' day is coming soon.... Dunno what to buy this time....

2009-01-30T16:06:00.002+08:00

My 2009 New Year this year

This year new year beside getting beaten up, actually there are some memorable things as well...

Before New year coming, my sister and i have been busy doing the house chores and painting our nails... =D
Hahha i think pictures more then words la... so just see pics better

This is the outcome of my nails art...
Simple ones...

After clearing all the furnitures and the drawers which contained rubbishes.... I also changed my bedsheet too... New year have to change everything new... This bedsheet i have actually bought last year, but until now then i opened up, washed and used...

My mum said it is too complicated with so many mickey and minnie mouse on it... hahha... but whatever la... It was cheap btw... Just costed me $19 only....

Beside new bedsheets, my mum bought new sofa and new coffee table as well...

This is how my house looks like after clearing up.. =D

Mum has bought this plant for new year, which i dunno what it calls also...
Then she was so bo liao... Go and decorate it with birds, butterflies, sea shells and tortoise!! Just because of this 3 stalks of dull plant.. =,=

Actually she bought 2 gold fishes in it also, but dunno what happen, the gold fish just died after two days, after living with these 3 stalks of bamboo..

Forgot to take the before and after pics of this studying table... Actually before clearing up, this table looked like just having a "War", with bags, books, newspapers, towels... on it... But after clearing up, me and sister are so contented with the new look... haha..

Had reunion dinner on CYN eve that day... We are too greedy, bought too much ingredients, so ended up leaving so much behind..

These are all vegetarians... In case anyone of u thought that these are meats. haha...

First day of CNY

Went home to home to visit our relatives on the first day... Get ang baos.... Eat biscuits... So now ended up no voice and sore throat again..

Taken with my father's side cousins...

This cousin of mine got beautiful big eyes.... Look like Japanese girl...

This is my small lil cousin.. He is so so cute... Li is so lucky, manage to take a picture with him... I wanted to take with him also, but he ran here and there, busy playing by himself... =.=

After visited all my father's side relatives house, we went to "Chun Dao He Pan" at night with my aunties and cousins....

Pictures taken before going...

3 mei nu

3 mei nu and our pretty and Heh Bok ah ma...

The "COW" pose...

The entrance..

The overview...

This is beautiful...

CUTE

The beautiful peacock... This is too short for adults to take pic with it...

Taken by my sis..

My cousins, aunties and ah ma...

Day 2

The day when i got beatened up... so sad... But still thanks for the concern from my friends, my cousins and my aunties...
Got beatened just because i dun wan to follow him to his side house for "Bai Nian", but have been meeting up during Day 1, i dunno what's the big deal of going again....
By the way, at night i still went to catch movie with my aunts and cousins...

Me, my sis and my cousin-Yiru

My Cutie Cousins....

This is cute and gay.. haha

Me and Bee....

End of CNY....

Hope everyone enjoys you CNY too....
May your wishes come true on 2009~~

2009-01-28T12:02:00.003+08:00

What a UNFORGETTABLE new year for me!!!!
I got beaten up by my stupid father!!!
Just because i wanna go out for a movie, just because i don't want to follow them to the relative house, just because i got irritated by him and slammed the door, he BASHED me, PUNCHED me on my FACE, my Butt area, my leg area.. At that moment i thought i am dying, he dashed into my room, pushed my onto the floor, grabbed me on my leg tightly, i can't even move my body, and he started aiming my face and my leg... I felt so scared, no one dares to help me too, my poor grandma asked him to stop, but he refused and pushed my grandma onto the ground...

My sister kicked him, but still he did not stop slapping and punching me. Therefore my sister got no choice but to call the police. After he heard my sis telling the police our blk no and unit no, then he stopped his act. I was trembling all over the body and i felt so helpless at that moment.
I dun like my home, i have a insane dad at home, he is such a LOUSY FAT ASS with no L.P!!!!

After the police has came, i thought he will be arrested after that, but the police told me it was the first time, and it was home matters so there's no such thing as arrested.. So what's the point of calling police, but no matter what, today i am going to bring the police medical report to any clinic to leave an evidence that he has act violence to me!!! I dun care he is my dad or whatever so, i dun even respect him at all!!! I really hopes i can leave this house one day, i hope this day will come..

I am so sad, there's no point to stay in this cruel world..
I hope i can get the courage to leave this world, but i am scare to do so...
I am being trapped in between... To live or to DIE...
I know i can't, even i did, no one will forgive me.. Even the god...
But still i am miserable.. really...

I got injuries on my mouth area... Can see that it is swollen one side...

I have such a sad life....
I can't stop crying when i think of that scene, when i was beatened up terribly...

2009-01-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

You know what... I have been at home for almost 3 months without a job, starting to feel bored, restless, aimless and sian.. I am like boneless, feel like lying on the bed everyday... Have been waking up late and late each day, i wun open my eyes until 11am, even i have enough sleep, but still my eyes feel so restless... Think i am falling sick soon..

Started to feel aimless in life, i dunno what to choose for my future job. Today went for a interview, and they gave me a test on MS EXCEL, but ended up i dunno anything, and gave them a blank screen... Sigh... I started to feel that i dun suit admin job, because i dunno how to use EXCEL and i dun have any experience. SOB. If sales, i dun dare to approach... How? What should i do???

I am a failure... In career, in life, in family, in friends...

2009-01-20T17:40:00.002+08:00

Watching 羅志祥百分百歌唱大賽 for 21-07-2008, and 小鬼's performance is really IMPRESSIVE!!! His dance steps wun lose 羅志祥 at all... Its like almost the same!!!! Cool~~~

小鬼 performing 羅志祥's "Yi Zhi Du Xiu", "Jin Wu Men"

NoNo fell down half way thru when doing breaking. funny

2009-01-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

HMmmmm... Today i was lost in NTU again.. And i am 10mins late for the interview.. But forget it, cos the journey to the student centre was long... The walking time is around 10 to 15mins, climbing up the hill made me feel like dyiing... So have or dun have, i also dun care le.

Watched Youtube and watch 卓文萱 MTV, she is so pretty with sweet voice.. Like her so much...

2009-01-17T15:51:00.003+08:00

罗志祥 - 潮男正传

幸福不灭

没原因就是喜欢你

在初次相遇有重逢的心情

深呼吸让心动隐形

完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气

等我等你放下你的犹豫

嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛

我会明白你做的决定

CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

祝福不用回应

没原因就是喜欢你

就像海眷恋天空般的心情

你前进看着你背影

就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名

爱如果已没有我的空隙

嘿只要你可以永远开心

我会情愿渐渐被忘记

CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

把祝福送给你

Ohnbsp;Ibelieve CauseIbelieve

那幸福不灭的定律

你的手心不一定要由我握紧

就像恒星总会有发光的原因

OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜也值得我放弃 Wo~~

Motivation

2009-01-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

After so many days of depression, dunno why my strength suddenly came back today~!!! Have the motivation out of sudden!!! Woke up around afternoon, and started my job hunting and ended up applying up to 10 jobs!!! WAHAHA!!!

No choice already la!!! Now got what jobs just apply that's it!! I dun wan to choose what i want already, or else sure i wun get any job.. Think what people say are true, nowadays is job choose us, and not we choose our desire job... think i just "Ren Ming BA"

I have changed my blog's song, this is sang by Luo Zhi Xiang wor.. Really *Thumb Up" for his new album~~~!!!! Having deep impression after first time hearing...

Hmmmm.... Nothing much...
Shall blog again.

Sick

2009-01-10T15:03:00.002+08:00

Finally i got all the X'mas pics from my sister.
Shall upload it now...

My Bee and ME...

Noi and her bf... I really thinks they got couple face... Looks sama sama leh...
Later their children sure all look the same... People sure thought they got twins.

Noi and Aku.

The two Crazy MC that night... haha

I'M SICK
So sad... I have been sick since last week.. But it has been worsened after a long chit chatting session with another Miss Ng (waileng) on friday.. =D

All these started just because of my gum!!
Dunno when my gum has started swollen, and i thought it's because of the wiston tooth? I was so frightened, but luckily it is not.. And so the pain caused me to have sore throat, and then after chatting with leng, i ended losing my voice, and now i hardly talk, my voice sounds so awful, like a man. yuck! After that i have flu also... And now started to have cough as well..
And so... total i got sore throat cum no voice cum flu cum cough.
So i told Bee maybe its because for the one whole year i haven got any sickness, so now 1 virus attack, the others attack me also... =.=

Although i am sick... But still... i am drinking chocolate drink and i am eating this....

Ta dang~ I love this Peanut thingy, my dad loves buying this for new year... And i Love eating it.. =x

No choice la.. i can't stand temptation....
Hmmm.. but maybe can "yi du gong du" and my throat will get well?? =D
Anyway... today went shopping for Bee's new year clothes, he bought a black jean plus a checkered long sleeve shirt, Wee~~~ It is nice, doesn't look like him at all.... But still nice try!! At least something different.... Else always see him wearing those plain old shirts.... *Boring*
He will sure be very handsome on New Year that day... HEHHE~~~~ *DROOL*

Kkzz... That all.. Got to sleep...
Got to wake up early tml to find jobs again.... SOBZZ
I am unemployed/ jobless singaporean, which is always mentioned on the News everyday...
"SI YE REN SHI"

To NTU

2009-01-09T16:11:00.003+08:00

Today luckily got Leng around, showing me the way to NTU's business building.. Else i will sure lost my way there. The place is so big, which i described the whole journey as a "Zoo Trip" =D.
I describe it as a Zoo trip, because the bus route from entering and exiting NTU is long, which reminds me of taking a Zoo train from one exhibition to another.. haha.

Went for the interview, the job interest me, it is something related to dealing with the overseas student recruitment plus administration plus a bit of finance relating stuff.. The manager there is from china, and she told me that if i am going to enter this job, i have to be strong in my chinese, as they are dealing with overseas students, major is from china. I have to understand their chinese, which is different from Singapore's chinese. All the documentations and the typing have to be in chinese too, therefore, i have to be strong in my han yu pin yin also..
Acutally to me, all these are fine, i can learn, i am confident in my chinese as well... But to what i heard from them is like i will sure have difficulties with dealing with their language, and i will have difficulties understanding them too.. I was quite depressing, i have prepared myself so well, i am so confident during interview, what i have heard from them, made me feel that i have no chance at all...
So the interview ended with...

Interviewer: So just wait for our call
Me: Within a week?
Interviewer: I can't confirm with you...
Me: Can tell me roughly around when?
Interviewer: Sorry i really can't confirm... Cos we will be interviewing other candidates as well.

So how? Expect me to wait for 1 week? 1 month? Or 1 Year?
What if i get into other job, and they call? Then wasted la???

I was thinking... If they don't feel Singaporean will understand their chinese, then why bother to invite me for the interview?? This makes me feel that i have wasting me trip there... They must well invite china people right?
Sian... Dunno la.. just see how then.. I am tired of interviewing!!!! All wasting my time!!!! If they don't feel that my qualification suits their job, then why bother to call me for interview??? Call me for fun izzit!!!

SIAN!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-05T19:43:00.003+08:00

Haha i really too bo liaoz already, just went back from jogging, dunno wad to do, so ended up doing some bloggings again.. Going to put Pictures again. haha...

Went to celebrate our 6 year anniverary on sunday, nothing much.. just went to watch "Bedtime story" hmm... the story not bad, quite cool and cute, especially the "Big Eye Hammie" part. lol. So Adorable...
Gave Bee my handmade photos album, and Bee gave me giant Pocky biscuit and a handmade card. At first i thought he only gave me these, so i kept on grumble that he wasted money to buy such expensive biscuit, cos i prefer gift that can be kept for memory instead of food...
So from beginning till the end i kept nagging and complaining about his present non-stop... So ended up, he cannot stand my nagging and showed me the actual gift that he is giving me..
HAHA
Bee says he can't stand my nagging, actually he wants to surprise me when i go home, but ended up he gave up his plan, and surrender the gift to me instead. LOL.

Bee bought me a Bright PInk Levi's watch... =.=
Hmmm... Quite kiddish, but ok la... i will still wear it, cos i am childish... HAHHAA
But still thanks Bee so much for the gift....
You have to save from the sketch agaiin... sryy wor~~
=D

The big giant pocky... So ex lo... cost $9 plus... I must well buy something else...

The handmade card that Bee made. Its so nice.... I love the stuff tat he made for me, and this time round, he was so so creative, he added on a tag on the card, for me to pull out... Cute~!

The Levi watch that he bought for me... Although It's pink!! My favourite color... But how do i match with my clothes??? Unless i wear something funky?

A new top that i have bought from Bt panjang plaza... Its so so cheap, just cost $10. haha

Before going out with Bee...

The magical of putting on fake eyelashes....

After shopping for the whole day, we went to eat this Mango slice ice at Far East Plaza, Its so so nice, but still....... Lose to Ice monster.. haha

This is the Mango Ice that we ate, the ice is so thin... When you put in your mouth, it just melted without you noticing it... =X

Wanted to take his picture, and here goes his idiot face again, i already tell him so many times, if he is not going to be serious when i take his pic, this is what going to happen.. HAHHAHAA
Your UGLY pic is POSTED....:D
Lallalalallalalalalal~~~~~~~

The second one better.... But still not serious... Ask him to look in the camera, he keeps looking at the ice... =.=

And so there goes our 6 year....

2009-01-05T16:44:00.005+08:00

Hi Hi, saw Noi's blog that she failed using the eye talk, i happened to see this person's youtube, think her lesson might help, cos she changes a lot after the make over... And some more, she's speaking in english, maybe you should understand more.. =)

Here it is...

Hope this can help u... =)

And show all of you the miracle of using Eye talk... From the Japanese's model...

Hehe... See?? The beauty's reality...

This coming friday will be going for another interview again..
This time will be at NTU again...
BUT
I really got the phobia already..
Sigh~~~

2009-01-02T18:40:00.004+08:00

Happy 6 years Anniversary to us.. haha...
Today is Bee and Shi de 6 years "Ji Nian RI"
Almost forgot about it. As relationship gets longer, sometime we tend to forget the special days, maybe to us everyday are the same???

Haha... Nvm... Today i spent the whole day doing handmade photos for Bee, later going to give him, dunno if he will like it ... But i am very satisfied with what i have made...

This is how the outcome.....

Spent 4 hours doing all these....

A CLOSER look~~~

These are the 3 that i like~~

Gonna put all these into the photo album, and it will be done~!!! =D

Bee And Shi

"You Ni Zai Zhen Hao"

AKU!

The previous entry i have mentioned about the eye cream that i have used last time to get the double eyelid and helping me from single to double eyelid.
One of my best friends asked me how the product looks like...
And this is the one!!! which i have took picture at ARIES..
haha

Magical Eye Putti... Which will let girls recover their confidence....
This was actually used by many japan girls too, don't see their eyes so beautiful, actually they used eye putti as well....
So anyone who wanna have pretty eyes, can buy this at Aries... Just cost $7.90 wor!!!

Really thanks to this, i was so lucky because after using this for few months, my double eyelid stayed, and now i dun have to use it anymore.... =)

I have found how to use Eye talk from Youtube..
Girls who want to have beautiful eyes can see how it is done using the eye cream...
The video may be disgusting...
But no need to worry, it is not pain at all, and not disgusting when u are doing it yourself...

This will be the outcome if you use eye Putti!!!!

This is the video of how to use...

2008-12-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

Something FUNNY to announce.
I am JOBLESS again!!!
haha. =(

Went to the company today and i got super bad impression over the company.
Early in the morning, there are san gus lieu pos gossiping all around already. Talking bad about people OPENLY.
After knowing my position, i was in a shock, people who are in my position wouldn't last more then 5 months. Cos of the bad mouthed aunties.
When i was interviewed, the HR told me is because this girl working speed is slow therefore the company dun wan her. But when i am with her for the whole day, i find her speedy and not like what they said, she can finish her work before 4pm.
Therefore i asked her, and she told me is because of those AUNTIES bad mouthed her in front of the boss, and the stupid boss believed, and so wanted her to go!

And you wun believe, the people there are so mean till they scolded people in vulgar, and today is my first day, i got complain by one of them already!!!
I can't imagine what will i ended up like if i continue to stay in this company, therefore i decided to leave...

Now i am so worried about one thing, they need this two weeks notice b4 i can leave, but i spend my day like 1 year like that, i dun wan to stay even longer... I dun wan to go back tomorrow...
HOW?? Will i get blacklisted? Will i get any penalty??

WHY my life is so sad? WHY i am so bad luck? WHY my parents can't understand how i feel?
And WHY even YOU also dunno how i feel and make me angry and sad...

2008-12-29T12:42:00.004+08:00

Woot~~ I have got myself a JOB finally!!!! (Thanks to friends who have been concerned about me and those who have been looking out jobs for me.. Really thanks for ya help)
Will start tomorrow.. oops that's fast, actually hopes i can have a chance to rest for another 1 more week.. But the old staff will be leaving soon, so i got to replace her.
Yup will be working at this Far East Organisation...

Later have to go there to sign a T & C, so surprising that they can offer my expected pay, though i got no experience in admin. hehe...

Will go straight for shopping later~~!!! Yeah... Finally.. Long long time no shop le...

25th celebrated christmas party at aunt's house, so happy that everything has been smoothly performed...

Some pictures to upload... Not completed yet, cos pics are with my sis, so just blogged wad i have captured.

Christmas tree that i have decorated with Pei Ying.

The paper Christmas tree that i have made.

The snowman that i have made...

This house is made by my sis... And the lollipops are made by my cousins, aunt and of cos me. haha

So this is how the wall looks like with our decorations... =)

My CUTIE COUSINS~~~

Shi's gallery time~~
hehe

Kk... All me....

Realise something????
I have straightened my hair back again... hahahha
lalalallaala~~~~

Still prefer straight hair...
Many good points for straight hair wor!!!

1. No more dropping hairs.
2. No need to put hair cream also very smooth.
3. No need to blow my hair before going out anymore.
4. No need to twist my hair in the bus or Mrt anymore.

Hehe... Happy happy.... Finally no worries for my hair.. Can just leave it, no need to care so much again....

2008-12-25T12:50:00.003+08:00

~*~*~Merry Christmas Everyone~*~*~

Going for my religion's X'Mas party later...
Hope it will be a enjoyable one and hope me and Bing Xiu will do our role sucessfully...

2008-12-15T22:24:00.005+08:00

Busy busy nowadays, not only have to find jobs and interview, but have to do some preparations for Christmas party as well. Our religion class will be holding a christmas party on christmas that day, these few days have been busy doing the decorations, practising songs and also preparing words to say on that day, cos me and my cousin will the MC that day. haha. *Anxious*

Anyone wants to come can just contact me! If you are interested to know people and know more about "zhen li"
Invite Noi over, hopes she can come too. =)

Last two days went for 2 days religion class, know many friends out there, and its a memorable one, cos got to know many friends there who actually got the same thing as me.. Same thing meaning... vegetarian and attend religion class. =)
The last day all of us actually go on to the stage and say out our feelings for the two days class, it was so touching, some actually cried cos they shared their problems with the rest... Really unforgettable, will be attending again next year if i got the chance... .

Really grateful that my aunt have actually encouraged me to religion class-"Fo tang", if i did not attend, i believe i will continue having bad temper, i will not know the meaning of "Zhi Zhu Chang Le", i will not know how to treasure what i am having now... there a lot a lot i have learn from the class...
My next goal is to turn from a good person to a great great person... =D And also to introduce and share this precious to everyone i know... If i can able to..
(Hope i can do it la..)

Yup and one more thing... After this two days of class, then i realised something, the big big bangalo that we are staying, belongs to the Quality Hotel's boss house... After aunt told me that i was so shocked!!!
But i felt so touched, such a big house and boss, he actually "gong xian" his house for us... Although he is a boss of the resturant, but he is humble plus his house actually can be very nice after decorations, but instead of placing nice furnitures, he actually designed his house like a chalet like that, with many beds and toilets, for us to stay and use.. I really admired his attitude towards this "dao". Have to learn from him, to be humble and also to volunteer to donate(gong xian) more even if i am rich one day...

Today went for this interview again, is at Tradehub, a disappointed one again...
I applied for Service admin, but the job scope includes sales also... and telecalls... Not only this, the salary is just $1300 only... I heard le very sian... Some more have to work alternate saturdays.. On the phone, that person still tell me its a five days job... Bluff me... If i know that its 5.5 days, i wun be going today, waste my transport fee...
Cos i took taxi there lo....

Coming wednesday i will be having interview with NUS.. WOO!!! I have been waiting for soooooooo long..... Cos i always hope i can work in the school... Or maybe with MOE... And here is the chance... I really hopes i can sucess in this interview.... Too bad is not NTU, else can meet up with wai leng...
But still.... Hope i can suceed this time...

God bless me la....

Photos for the 2 days Religion class

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Cute right? Everyone is posing their own heart shape....

A bigger one....

kk... Shall blog again...

2008-12-04T17:28:00.006+08:00

So giddy now, today have been facing the computer from morning till now, kept finding jobs, today sent out total of 11 resumes. haha... Sent so many, but normally none will reply one.. LOL~
Today most of the jobs that i have applied are from NTU and NUS, saw from newspaper that both schools are recruiting people, therefore went to the websites and try my luck, hope i can GET IN....

Yesterday went jalan with Leng, her boyfriend's birhtday is reaching soon, therefore i accompanied her to buy present, but ended up she din buy anything at all.. LOL.
The whole day we were like walking here and there, eating here and there...haha.. And of course chit chatting through out the day... Long time no go out with her le, always miss the days in secondary school, whenever i meet up with her and the rest...

And so the next outing that i will be looking forward to is makan session, organised by Noi Noi, hehe... Remember to contact me once everything settle~!

Pictures of yesterday.... Me and Leng

Friends Forever...

Thanks Leng for the drinks... Treat you next time!! =)

At Quality Hotel
Some pictures that i have taken at Quality Hotel, the Vegetarian Buffet. =)

So funny, saw Chao Xiang's facebook stating that he and his cousin went to a Vegetarian Buffet, therefore i asked him where is it, cos i wanna know new place for vegetarian, but ended up its also this resturant at Quality Hotel. (-_-)

This is how the place looks like..

The FOOD

They got sushi, Buffet dishes, desert, dian xin, cakes...etc

They got small stall which offers Vegetarian Chicken rice, lor mee, nasi lemak, baos, harbel mee...etc..

The ICE-CREAM

Other then all these, there are some other dishes as well...

it cost around $28 per person...

Bee eating...

Zi lian...

Kkk... Thats all....

Pray hard i'll got the job from NTU and NUS....

I LOVE working in school... hurhur~~

2008-12-02T15:36:00.002+08:00

Woot~
Morning then i have realised something...
Time passed so fast!!!

1 month to Bee and Me's 6 year Anniversary!!!
LOL~~ Sound soooo funnyyy.... That's really long...
Normally people pak tou for 2 or 3 years will get married, but both of us still remain at the same spot... (-_-)
But no choice la... Both of us same age ma.... Then he so clever, need to go further study some more... so wad i can do is to wait and wait and wait...
But it's ok, i dun mind at all... =)
B.cos...
He deserved me to wait.... =)
hehe..

Wonder what to make for him this time... (^.^)

By the way, i am too young to get married too, and my target to earn my 1 mountain of savings haven fulfil yet... So now my aim is to earn loads of money....
Hmmm... But firstly find a JOB first!!!!
KAOZ!!!! I ROT at home for 1 month already, still no company wants to employ me leh... Jia lat liao la... I scare i will become lazy too...
Sian....
Stupid economy caused so many people into trouble, 1 of my friends also haven find a job yet...
Hope everything will turn fine in 2009....
*Pray hard*

2008-11-28T22:42:00.008+08:00

Went out gaii gaii with my boy yesterday, actually both of us intend to go out in the morning, but because of me, woke up at 12pm and due to certain reason and plus dolling up myself, i spent 2 hours to prepare, so ended meeting each other at 2plus in the afternoon. LOL.. Think Bee felt a bit not happy, cos wait for me until have to take breakfast and lunch together.. haha. =X

Took so much of the time dolling up cos i have tried to put on the fake eyelashes again, last time used to feel that its difficult to put on, but the more i have tried, the more easiest it is... And the out come turned out to be like this...
SO satisfied... Look so different...

Can't really see clearly in the photo... But still happy~!! =D

Pic taken Before stepping out of my house.. =D

After having our lunch cum breakfast, we went to orchard's book kuninoya and ended in that book store for almost 1 hour.. duh.... Bee LOVES bookstore so much so no choice la..
But also not bad, went in and i got myself a "POPTEEN" magazine for FREE.. hehe...

Yup Popteen is a japanese magazine that i love buying... Started to collect since this year, the fashion and content in it are great too, and i have learnt all those make up and putting of eyelashes from this magazine too!

Yup this is the one... They got chinese version too, but gotto wait for few weeks..
This is highly recommended if you are into Japanese's fashion..

So ended Bee bought 3 magazines for $30 plus... lol.. thats ex!

We also took some pictures of the christmas decorations too...

Chirstmas Deco. PIX

The X'MAS tree at Taka.

Me and Bee ---->>>>>> See i TOLD U!!!! I will post your ugly pic... If u dun take properly...

Dun like to take pic with him, always not serious, even take photos also need to take many times before he really poses nicely for me... Purposely one... =<

2 X'MAS deco... WOOT~~~ So nice....

KAWAIII NEH!!!!

HEHE~~~ The cutiee Lollipop along orchard street.....

Pictures of MEEEE>.. WHAHAHA....

Paiseh.... Like to take pictures tooo much already....

Hehe i bought this fury cardigan for $10 only wor.... Now very fashionable at Japan....
De gals there actually wore it with fury boots.

Two hairstyles which i learnt from POPTEEN, first one which they called it "Wan Zi Tou" hmmm called it fishball head la... hahaha.... both hairstyles very fasionable in japan, those japan girls always tied it, but if in singapore, think people out there will say "Crazy" ba... hahaha....

Pictures on Yi Ru's Birthday

That day was quite a bad day, when we reached there at around 3 plus, the sky started raining, and all our mood got ruined by the bad weather, if not we sure have a wonderful day...

Miss Batman and Miss superman.... HOHOHO~

Me and my cute chubby sis... =X

lub this pic too... See my cousin so cute... haha pose with us...

The scenery was NICE~~~~

Ya right, post so many pictures, but still haben post the birthday girl pic... Tadang... My cousin's Yi Ru and her boyfriend... =)

Her fav. Winnie the Pooh.... Specially ordered.

Kk.... And so the end of the day.....

haha... Hope my pictures dun jam your computer..... =P Cos mine a bit lag....

2008-11-26T21:14:00.007+08:00

Haha posted pictures of me from last time till now with different type of hairstyles...
Just for fun and memories...

1. Taken 2003.
If u realise smth, last time i am having single eyelid... My relatives thought that i went for a surgery.. LOL... Actually i started having double eyelid when i am in my poly school...

I used a magical product called "Eye talk" i think so.... A product which you apply the "glue" on your eyelid, used the stick to adjust the double eyelid that you want!
After using it for a few month, i realised my double eyelid stays on... Therefore my single ugly eyelid becomes big double eyes... Wahahaha.... I am so LUCKY! (^_^)V

2. HAHAHA... Taken during my secondary school days... Toot ah gong head...
Know why i am panda?

2. This was taken at 2004.

3. Used to call myself kittishi LOL~~~ Young time de me... no stress, so carefree...

4. Miss ma thick thick long long hair...

5. This is after thinner the hair and rebond...

6. Tired of my long hair, so cut it short, but start to regret again... Feel long hair is better..
Therefore i went to do something with my hair... Rebond plus highlight.. so It turned to be like this... (the Bottom one)

7. Looks better..

8. These are all my temporary permed hair... Think looks nicer then my permanent one..

9. Young time.... Youthful.... haha xiang dang nian ar....

10. Before doing a permanent perm.. I love this hair... dyed the right color...

11. So this is the current hairstyle... old le old le...

Hmm... There are more... which i feel like posting... But... scare that my blog will be super lag if too many pictures are posted....

Think some may feeel sick seeing so many pictures of me... (Like my sister..)
But all still young should take more pics... Else old le, sure not nice liao.... So since young, take more more pictures... For memories... =)

2008-11-22T12:15:00.006+08:00

Going to my cousin birthday party soon.. =)
My aunty helps her to organise the party at pasir ris...
So think we will have great great fun there later..=)
But my family only can go there after 3pm lo...
Cos we got "Vampire Car"
Haha know wad Vampire Car means? Cos my family car is a red plate car, so only can come out after 3pm, therefore my relatives all named it as Vampire car. HAHA

By the way...

Happy Birthday Yi Ru~

Last two weeks i have went to 3 interviews...
But still dun reallly likes the job lo....

The first one is a accounting firm, and the position in there will be those tax officer, but one thing i dun like about the job which is... the place is WULU, its around HDB area, but dunno why so wulu till only 1 bus to enter that area, ok... i was thinking that's fine, just went in to see how's the surroundings first.. And u know wad?? The office is super duple small, as small as my living room, and their documents are all placing on the floor, like storeroom like that, the walls are so dirty, black black one... And most jialat... There are nothing around the office, only 1 coffeee shop with 3 stalls beside the office... Gosh!! If i work there, think i cannnot survive ar... Then some more their working days are 5.5 days... Therefore i rejected their offer..

The second one is fine, but a bit too far for me, its some where at Newton, and some more i dunno wad is the company doing also, they never tll me in details, and the job needs to work a saturday once in a month... So still considering...

The third one is a japanese company which i have went for interview yesterday, its located at Suntec area, but the job scope is like so so a lot and kua zhang, the position is actually a admin officer, but they requested me to work in other areas also, like.. Manager's secretary, accountants...etc.. So which means is admin CUM secretary CUM accountants, and the salary not much also still need to do so much.. Not only this, even aunty job, like pouring tea for clients also include in my job scope, helps the manager to renew his permit, employment pass, visa card and declaration of income tax also in my job scope... DAMN!! So much things to do, tot i cheap labour ar... Most funny one is computer spoil, carpark maintence, D&D arrangement, pantry supplies, stationaries, if any of these are spoil? not working? All have to be arranged or called the maintance by ME!!!! All these also in the job scope!!!! Gosh@@@ Who on earth will work this type of ROJAK job!!!!

Sia la... think i am super suai ba.... All the jobs that have called me are all SAI GANG!!!

Next tuesday will have another interview, admin for those education industry, hope this time round will be a successful and a good one..

GOD BLESS ME
WISH ME LUCK
GIVE ME LUCKY LUCKY
"SIN BO BI WA"

2008-11-18T12:36:00.013+08:00

Went out with my mei last week to release her stress and to accompany her.. Broke up with her boyfriend, seems sad and difficult for her, so what i can do is to acc her to place that she wants to go, and the only way for us to release our stress is shopping.. haha...

She has bought so many stuffs for herself on tat day, so envy... I hope i can do it too, but due to my current situation - a no income person, what i can do is just to stand a side and see her release her stress... LOL~~

Waa... this person once buy, she can buy a lot... She bought herself bag, clothes, shoe, scarf and so on... Good life... haha... But not so bad for me also, cos i was treated by her to take Neo prints with her... =)

These are the neo prints taken on that day..

MEi loves that fish pic, and i love the top left hand corner pic. =D

PICTURES of the day

My mei - LILI (Fion)

Me - Valerie

SISTAS FOREVA

I have been jobless for 3 weeks, started to feel panic, so scare if near to new year i still haven't got myself a job how?? Then i wouldn't be able to buy new clothes and also to doll myself up.... Urgh!!!!! =(

Maybe what my friends said are right... I shouldn't have resigned at this bad economy times... But at the moment, i really feel so damn sian and dying if i am going to stay for a few more days, therefore i decided to quit and to find somthing that i like..

Last few days heard from my colleagues that 2 of my colleagues have been retrenched by DBS, felt so sad for them, especially one of them. One of my this colleageus has been working for DBS for years since she was young, and now she gained nothing but forced to leave. Felt so unfair for her... She was so sad and din want to talk at all... sigh... What to do? Life is cruel...

Went out with Bee last week and bought myself a ah toot spec, dunno why got this feel to buy the spec, it's useful to cover my dark circle eyes if i am not wearing makeup when i am on a date. LOL...

Ah toot me..

Picture sent by my boss during my last day at DBS....

My colleagues, Mazni(they call her miss Ma and "MA SI NI" cos she always get scoldings), Lynn, me and Yvonne.

I got 1 BIG question, recently i have been thinking of straighten back my hair, but my cousins and my aunties all said that i look better with permed hair?? Is that true?? But i still think i prefer straight hair.. Should i straighten before new year? Any sugguestions... FAN AR!!!!

AIYO!! Which one better???

2008-11-12T18:05:00.008+08:00

Hi, all jobless, eng eng or very free people like me,
can watch this new show, a very comedy show with pretty idol - Rainie yang~!! and yan dao - wilber pang~~ I'm sure u will get addicted after watching. =)

One of my friends asked me for the recipe of the spongecake..
So post it here to share with friends who wanted to learn..

Recipe for sponge cake

Ingredient:

-250g Sponge mix flour
-4 Eggs
-50ml water
-80g Melted butter

Method:
1. Pour flour and eggs into the mixing bowl and whip till thick
2. Add water and mix into the batter
3. Whip the batter till light and fluffy.
4. Mix melted butter with the batter till well blended. Pour into a 9" round mould and bake 180 degree celious for 30 minutes.

After baking the cake, the decoration for the cake will depend how u wanted to design lo~ =)

The second one that i have baked success is the Butter cake.

Recipe for Butter cake

Ingredient:

(A)
250g Margarine
200g Sugar
210g Flour
1 tsp Baking Podwer

(B)
5 Eggs

Method:
1. Put all of (A) into the bowl.
2. Mix (A) till well blended.
3. Add (B) slowly, cream about 4-5 mintues until light and smooth.
4. Pour the batter into a 9" round mould. Bake at 180 degree celsious for 50-60minutes or test with a toothpick, which should come out clean when cake is baked.

Tips: If wanna bake banana cake, you can just simply add in banana esence. =)

My pretty sis just broke with his boyfriend due to certain reason, feel sad for her, she is really a good and nice girl, but no guys treasure her at all, I really do hope her next boyfriend will be a good one, and someone who can really takes good care of her, and is someone who is serious about relationship, BEST is someone who got planning for the future and not those who just want to play play "jia jia jiu"...

My Pretty and Cutie sis....

Hope u find someone that suits u and know how to love and take care of u...

Good Luck~

Next one will be better....

Jia You~

2008-11-07T16:35:00.002+08:00

Sent out 7 resumes today.. Hope got a bit of chance.. I dun like working, but dunno why felt so sian without job also...

Rot Rot Rot~~~Nua Nua nua

sian..

2008-11-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

Haiyo... Wanted to take a break, but end up busy and crazy looking for jobs again... Felt scare when thinking no money coming in, and i can't enjoy shopping, once this hit my mind, i decided to search high and low for jobs again....

Wonder why most of the jobs from internet are from recruit agency?? I felt so so happy after receiving the phone calls after applied the day before, thinking i was such a lucky person, only apply 1 day, the next day got news already. But ended up after i went for those interviews, and i found out they are actually recruiting agency, and not the real company! Duh... A bit waste of time la... cos i went all the way to the town area, and they just asked me a few questions, and i am released~! =_=
But hope they can help me to ffind jobs before november ends. =)

Today went back to my branch to return the uniforms, saw my colleagues and think is my very last time to see my working place, actually i din regret leaving my job, cos when i went back, i actually got a bit of phobia rather then missing it, thinking if i din quit, i will be staying back for long long meeting today, i will be serving customers like mad today, i will be collecting coins cos it's my turn to collect those heavy bags of coin, i will be counting many many stacks of cash, all these thoughts made me feel relieved that i am out of the job. =D

So.... My next move is... to search high and low for my desire job.... More to back end job, and hope its a exciting and fun job for me to explore... So looking forward... =)

Acutally i am searching for jobs like:
Admin (sales, finance)
Finance assistant
HR (think no qualification, cannot)
Website designer-junior (But me no experience)

If anyone got such offer, remember to keep me notice wor~~~
Arigatogozaimas~~~

2008-11-03T01:30:00.007+08:00

I have really step out from DBS, felt sad on saturday, cos leaving my colleagues.. Suddenly felt butterflies in my stomach, dun feel good when stepping out of my branch, all their blessings to me, made me feel like crying, but still i have to go... Continue to step towards my next target..

My every last day i baked a cake for them...
and this is how it looks like at first, lol!!!

But after some decorationss.....

It turned out to be like this.....

Hhaaha ok la.. still look somthing eat-able... haha

LOL!!!!!! this was done by my manager... gosh,,, i looked so ugly with all the wigs....
haha

All the blessings inside the card...

This is bought by all my colleagues, loved it~~~~

Such a simple necklace, but it costed more then 250 bucks..

and so we ended the day with some phototakings, will update after my boss sent it to me... Start to miss my working place le.. dunno why... maybe too used to it le... haha but nvm, gotto return the uniform next week, so still can go back "hui wei hui wei"

So my next step is.....

FIND JOB FIND JOB!!!

Went out with bee today.. and took some prints...

Love the machine... its so cuteeee~~~

Haha i love this one... see MR TAN's face... so funni

Some printsss with my ah yi and cousins.....

Kkk..... thats all for today...

got to sleep... nitez everyonezz....

2008-10-26T00:06:00.006+08:00

Woo~ One more week left for my work, felt sad, because have to leave my colleagues, but happy, because i won't be facing customers and my demanding boss le..

Actually i was quite scare that i will not find job easily after that, because as what we know, recently the market has been seriously affected, even my sister's company also affected, so just pray hard everyday and hope that i can find a job within a month ba...

Upload some photos...

My Mr Good...

Me taken in my branch, preparing to go for my colleague's wedding dinner.

Went out with Bee, and taken this pic, felt so happy when looking at the kids,

they are so cute and naive...

HAHAHA!!! this is funny, who is this? NOT QOO hoh...

actually is my cousin la... haha so cute..

New bought bag from online... its really cheap, just cost $22 only..

My New bought Shiseido lip stick... so ex! cost me $49.90, but the color is nice and it is moisturising... So buy le no regrets..

Lastly me... Sigh,,,, still find curly hair TROUBLESOME....

Forgot to post this pic, my families taken on my birthday...

Kk... shall end here... hope i find a job soon after i have resigned.. =)

Yup have put in music for my blog... Just enjoy arr.... JAY CHOU's new song...

This is one of the new songs i like...

2008-10-15T21:34:00.004+08:00

I am really fussed up with these few days, many things happened to me, working for this 1 year plus, i have never ever scolded by the customers before, but monday and tuesday i met 3 IDIOT OLD MAN!!and this was what happen...

Monday
LAO KOK KOK 1 - Came to my counter, wanted to make a withdrawal, with his signature already signed on the form, as what we know, signature has to sign in presence of the paying officer, and some more his signature is already different. Therefore i asked him to sign another one for me, and so he signed. BUT the second one that he signed is also diff, so i told him exactly how he signed last time, and this idiot old man started to yell at me like MAD dog... Saying that i trying to be funny, wanted to make him difficult, i was so so angry, who on earth wanted to make him difficult, is he the one who make me diff KKK... So i started arguing with him... Luckily my collegue beside me ask me to calm down, or else i sure scold him.. Stupid old MAN!!!!!!

LAO KOK KOK 2 - The next one after the LKK1, came to my counter.
the conversation..
LKK2: "WALAO, the service here is so so slow, dunno how u all work"
Me: "UNCLE, your eyes cannot see izzit?? Today we are short of staff, 3 counters opened only to serve all the customers leh!"
LKK2: "BUT still very slow!"
Me: "Then what u expect??? 3 staffs, one opening account, left the two of us serving, two person only got 4 hands, how to do it fast? U tell me?"
LKK2 remained silent....
DAMN IT!!! So angry with the first one and the second one also so KANNASAI!!!!!

Tuesday
LAO KOK KOK 3
LKK3: "I want to deposit these 2 multilated notes."
Me: "Ok sure, no problem, i will credit in to your account, but have to tell you first, if the MAS don't give u value for this 2 $10 note, they will deduct $20 back from your account."
LKK3: "WHAT!!! Is my money u know... How can they do this?? And how am i going to know that they are the one to duduct, and not the bank who cheated my money."
Me :"Sir, dun worry, the bank wun cheat your money, since your money is with us, u should trust the bank as well, and if the MAS really dun give u any value for that two notes, they will send u letter to notify u as well.."
LKK3: "I dun believe u!! Wad if the letter is written by u all and not the MAS? Wad if the bank cheated my $20?"
At this time, i was so so angry!!! Who on earth will cheat his $20?????
He thought the bank so desparate for his $20 arr... siao!
Me :"Ok sir, since u dun trust us at all, you can bring $20 down to MAS to ask them if there is any value, and ask them to accept for u."
This time i really wants to curse him already, know what he told me?
LKK3 :"OK, which means that POSB bank dun want to accept my money at all!"
F***K lo... what he wants me to do???? This and that cannot! And so i just told him to do whatever he wants since he dun trust anyone.. So he went off angrily..
Want to leave already, still got people make me angry... sian...

forget it.. dun angry because of the LAO AH BEISS, maybe they lose their shares.. Wahahaha!~

Pictures taken with my cousins..

My religion class people...

My new permed hair... sian.... i still prefer straight hair....
After perming this hair, everyday have to blow and blow... so troublesome. haiz...

That's all... will blog again when free... =)

2008-10-01T01:10:00.003+08:00

Resign soon...

Going to tender my resignation letter this coming thursday, mixture of feelings in me..
Felt so looking forward in finding and working something new, but feel so tensed when i dun even know what type of working environment am i going to end up in again...

But working as a customer service representative will not be what i want to be in few years down the road, therefore i choose to leave since i am still young.. Some ppl may say that i am so stupid and "gong", cos just wait another 3 more months, i will be getting my bonus, and some may say that since the pay is good, why not i just continue to work?

But frankly spaeaking, since i have worked this job last year, i have not been happy at all... Handling large deposit of cash has made me feel sick, facing angry customers, has made me feel even angrier. I really want all these to end, maybe this is not wad i want to do... maybe... i felt so depressed... Having difficulty in breathing nowadays, went to see doctor, and doctor said that i have panick attack.. Alright~ it sounds funny, in simple word means i am too gan jiong and stress in my work, that's why i got this type of funny attack...

Argg,,, dunno la... dun feel good nowadays....
Looking thru the internet for jobs, i felt nothing that i am capable in, although i have dip in IT, but i dun even know how i got the dip certificate.. haha
sian.... wad can i do? wad can i do?

Actually i was thinking, maybe i could try admin jobs, easier and no need to face customers, but i look thru the web, pay for admin is quite low in market... Working in singapore, is pay really an important factor or happiness? I am so greedy lo, i want BOTH. haha.....
But nevertheless, i will continue to search high and low..... after i have tendered...

GOD please help me,
hope i can find a better one this time....

Ya one last thing,
i have permed my hair and this time round i did a permanent one, and it turns out gross,....
haha...
post it again and show ya how yuck it is....

2008-09-22T20:46:00.004+08:00

Logged in to upload some photos today... Some pictures taken few days ago...
Last week there was something funny happened to me. I got a secret admirer haha...
I think should be last tuesday someone sent a bouquet of roses to my branch stated there "To Valerie" then i was thinking shouldn't be me ba.... maybe to wrong address?? But ended up my collegues and i found out that this person is one of my customers whom i have served the previous day... haha... My collegues all find that funny. all said that the guy watched drama watched too much... lol. But i am quite happy la... cos i never know this type of situations happened in reality also.... Some more happens on me.. haha

And so i told Bee and this pig ask me to throw away the roses. But i just dun care i just keep it... haha.. But this idiot came to my house on saturday came and threw away the roses for me.. haha.. But its ok... cos already dried up anyway... lalala~~~~
But still i appreciate this guy who does this... =)

My BOYFRIEnD----Smiling so happily....

His new bought shoe....

Its me....

My big big glasses.

US..... In stripes....

THE EnD.... blogg again when i am free... =)

......Maybe 1 month later???

2008-09-19T10:39:00.005+08:00

Weet~~~ Yeah within an hour i have created a new templates... izzit nice??
Do give me some comments!! =)

2008-09-19T10:39:00.003+08:00

Woo~ i am back. But super sian.. My keyboard is SPOILT . And i hardly type out the words~~!! Later part u will see my whole type out without "comma". So i just use "." instead ba.. Today is my off day thats why got free time to update my blog. One of my idiot friends said i din blog for a long time. And so i blog today... Actually nothing much happens in my boring life. Just 1 big thing which is.... i am quiting my job soon after Oct... Felt super sian with my job already. hopes to try something different ba... Just dun wish to waste my youth as a teller @POSB... So maybe i will transfer to work as a financial advisor if possible. if not i will find job outside.... Maybe try out the job that MJ recommend me?

Hmmm.... shall blog again later if i got the time. i go makan breakfast firsttt... See yaa...

2008-08-05T11:33:00.002+08:00

Yohoooo~~ I am on leave now, no work means relax and enjoy, can do whatever i want, can sleep till the sun comes out, love this feeling so much. What i always hate most about working is.. i have to wake up early in the morning when the sun haven even comes out, the feeling is like so torturing la... I mean Mr Sun haven wake up, and i have to wake up earlier then him... What is this man... =(
But wat can i do? this is part of life ba, perphaps i am too desparate about having enough sleep.. Its important k?? Having enough sleep is good for our face and health lo... LOL~

kk shall stop my complaints, go to surf my net and watch my dramas le, "Ming zhong Zhi Ding Wo Ai Ni" is really a nice nice show, should go and watch if u are free...

2008-08-03T14:52:00.004+08:00

Woo~~ Today is my birthday wor~~~ and also my Xiao Yi and cousin's birthday, we decided to celebrate together... Therefore we are going for a buffet makan session at Quality hotel later, so looking forward now.. Beacuse of that, today i just ate 4 small small buns, and decided not to eat until night, so later i can makan more... hehe.. Going to fat soon, but... who cares, eat le then say...

Have some preparations for night, bought 1 box of eyelashes which costed me 16.90, so exx... but it's ok, have to make up nice nice today ma... It's my BIRTHDAY leh.... How can i be not attracting right.... KEKE... jus joking....

This is the eyelashes that i bought... hmmm... not so bad la... so many pairss...

Recently bought this stepper from AIBA, hope this can help me to slim down a bit...

Last two weeks went k session with my Long time no see de friendsss - Slim down de Leng, Brownie Noi, that Stupid ah gong and white white John....hehe =X I have a great night with them, hope to see all of u soon again... Friends alwayss...

Miss u...

MAD liao.. haha

Later will be wearing this ba... Hope today will be a great day too~~~ I am so HAPPY~~
Lastly me..

2008-06-18T22:17:00.004+08:00

Thursday went to gym with my sheepy sheep sheep (TAN SAY LIN) haha.... His new nick... going fatter and fatter each day. shit!!! Have to exercise but always no time... Even Bee's mama also say i fat fat le.. sob~~ Nvm start exercising from today onwards~~

Tomorrow super sian lo, got road show outside my branch, sigh... Sunday still need to work, but luckily got give us one day off, so still fine to me, hopes tml roadshow got many many sales... to increase my performance for the apraiser, hopes next year bonus can get a lotssss....

Today after work, went for a hair cut, and then do a temporary perm for my hair, really feels like changing hair style, feel like perming, but scare will turn out look like oh-ba-san, so went for this temporary one, to see if i suit it or not... will upload the picss.... give me COMMENTS.... haha cos wanna perm after my next pay... -,-

My permed hair~~

Tried out fake eyelashes during my off day, and it turned out good, eyes really look bigger and brighter, but very waste time la... Wondering why nowadays girls can put on fake eyelashes almost everyday... so free sia... but if put it on for dates still fine, but can't be everyday la....

this is how my fake lashes turned out to be like....

Chio siaa....

2008-06-02T16:11:00.002+08:00

Weet~~ Lao ban gave me off today, so spent my day watching "Fated to love you" and also do some blogging... "FTLY" is really a nice drama to watch, no wonder Qiao En and Luan Jing Tian became so popular now, and the show has broke record for their channel too.. =) haha I always told Bee, if i never work, think i will spend my everyday watching dramas, sooner will become "zai nu", become cave woman...

Yesterday went to watch Narnia2 with Bee, not too bad, but can be better, cos we think that the first one is much better... But still worth watching la..

Saw my friends tagging my tagboard, started to miss the days that we used to have, hopes time can reverse to days we are having lots of fun... Although never see them for years i think? But still in my heart, they are my only friends, and i will never forget. Nowadays hardly meet them too, cos all of us have different paths to go, all of us have different roles to play, to gather everyone is not easy, cos some have to work, have appointment, have to go out with their family.. and so on... i know its really not easy to settle a day when everyone are free... But still hopes there will be a day when everyone are free to go out... But still all the best to all my friends out there...

Hmm nothing special to blog about... Just upload pictures ba....

Pictures of the day...

Haha, aku very si wen right? =P

Ice age 3 is coming soon... Haaa this tootpid dumbo is still chasing it's nut...

I LOVE this print..... CUTE~~~~

Short legged us...

2008-05-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow Off again. My BM forgot to plot the schedule, so she asked me whether i want to go off on the first week cycle, so wadeva lo.. Ya about off days, some of my friends thought why working in the bank got off days? Actually we do have off days on every 6 weeks cycle to cover saturday that we work, so every 6 weeks, we will have 3 days off. Or u thought so good meh? haha..

Just now watched the charity show for the si chuan earthquake, kept calling and calling, first time wanna donate money, but no one picks up my phone call, then can't call in at all. Told my mum why i want to do good deed, but i can't even do so... lol... But really feel like helping since i am working right now and got the chance to do so... After watching, many things crossed my mind, i felt that being a singaporean is really lucky, but why some people dun even appreciate wad they are having now? I have met some people who are always complaining that there's no great food to eat, i mean.. COME ON the food court is so damn BIG, so many food, u still tell me nothing nice to eat?? Some countries, their people there are poor until if they can have bread or porridge, they will feel satisfied.. Dun say bread, some even have a problem getting food, and we are here complaining things like... "Dunno wad to eat", "all the food eat until sian already"... etc.. Dun u feel guilty or sinful after saying all these?

People out there are suffering from disaster, but over here we are complaining about no money(even though we have earned enough), no nice food (even though there are lots of choices).... What i can say is.... We are fortunate.. *sad*

Hope such people knows how to be thankful to what they are having now...

Nowadays started to get crazy about Korean dramas, normally i bought only Taiwan dramas, but since i have watched "Coffee Prince", i started to buy more Korean dramas... haha.. Some are really nice, but some are some how draggy...

hmm.. kk gtg,,, blog next time.. =)

2008-05-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

Afternoon went shopping with my sister, and bought 2 dresses and 1 top.. Felt so guilty after spending so much.. But forget it, since pay is coming again next week... Yippy!!

Yeah~~ Tomorrow is a public holiday, can rest rest.... hopes everybody enjoys it too!!!!
Happy Vesak Day~~~ =)

2008-05-07T19:04:00.004+08:00

My REPORT is out.
Luckily nothing happens, and it turns out good, Doctor Low said that my bones are good, and blood is good too... The only thing is my Hep A & B have finished, so have to inject again, and this time round costed me $120 for both injections. *heart pain* But never mind, most important is health, money can earn back again. (^-^)

kk... going to eat my dinner~~
Cya again...
Really good to have leave, got time to do my blogging again....

2008-05-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today had made use of my day to do baking, tried to baked chocolate chip cookies, yup, in case some people dun know, i have started to learn baking nowadays, have a sudden interest in baking, haha... Bought recipe bookss, equipments and ingredients, which costed me not less also. Up till now, i have only baked butter cakes and also banana cakes. Therefore today i tried to bake cookies, although the very first time, i have failed, but today my determination comes back again, so again i went to supermarket to buy all ingredients, like aunty like tat.... haha..
I took a very long time to prepare everything, because have to wash and wipe, started from 2pm, and ended up at 5pm... And here is the result, i have took some pictures for memories also, haha my first baked cookies....

The processs....

Not successful for the first time.... Chao ta some more..

Finally... After 3 triesss... i managed to get the technique and this is the outcome...
So glad~~~~

Took some photos of my self.... long time din touch camera le... working life is really tiring and busy, too tired to do other stuffs...

Tomolo going to take my report le, i am quite scare actually, hopes nothing will happen... If really something happens, perphaps this is my life le... Just pray hard ba..

Upload some pictures of Bee and me as well, think i have not upload the lastest pic of us since a few months ago le ba...

Do we still look the same? Got grow older? haha

This is what happens when we are on the bus, he will always take out our PSP and play, and i will keep disturb him, but still he will play, and so ended up i felt fed up, so i took my DS out to play also.. haha... Irritating him..

Recently went out with my parents, and at the carpark, i saw this super cute car with hello kitty on it, so i quickly took my camera out and "ka cha" took the pics. haha... But my mother says "KNS" =.= She hate cars to decorate, she prefers original one...

This is the new sony camera of mine, but i seldom use it also haha... Compared to my sis's canon camera, i think hers is much more better than mine..... Should listen to my collegues, buy CANON... argh!!! regret~~~

Shall sleep now.. Good night everyone.

2008-05-05T15:44:00.004+08:00

Yippy finally is my leave this week, spend my precious one day to edit my blog, watched drama, exercise and also edit my friendster. Have not been touching the blog for such a long time, therefore all those programming behind the template, i took a long time to edit..

Saturday went out with my family, went for shopping as usual, bought many stuffs for myself and mama, just got my pay for 1 week, but i have already spent 1/3 of it, haha... bad habbit, can't change at all...

Nowadays found something is wrong with me, so went to see doctor with Bee yesterday, went for a medical checkup, report will be coming out again next week, hopes nothing is wrong with me, although doctor says it's fine, need to mintor, but still hopes that "thing" i don't have to go for operation. Pay already used up quite a lot, and now this damn shit checkup costed my 100 plus..... sian Wonder next appointment will cost how much....

Whatever, don't think too much first ba, at least it is not cancerous.... Still can cure... Like wad Bee said... Money can earn back again, perphaps i have been thinking too much, but i felt life is really unpredictable...

Arghhhh... dun think of unhappiness le, i go back to watch my dramas again, blog again next time.... Intro 2 good shows which is coming out soon, "Er Zuo Ju Er Wen" and "Fate to love you", really two great shows, should watch!!!

kk cya....
Some photos to chare with....

Bee and me...

Fate to love u.

Love Swing

Taken with my sisss, cousin, aunty and mama

It Me in my new dress again

My new top

Me and Li in couple top. =D

My sisterssss

2008-04-18T21:05:00.006+08:00

Have not blog for a long long time... Really busy with work and also my dramasss.. haha that's why... Felt so happy, after working for 1 year my salary suddenly increased to $2k plus. haha... Although some told me that its a waste working in the bank, cos its not related to wad i study, but the pay is better then working in IT line ba... My friend worked in IT line, but still 1800k plus only... hoho... Some more the bonus got 3 months wor~~~ hiak hiak hiak

As for now... i am looking forward to May, cos my leave is coming soonn... want to take a break le, but so sad bee still in army cannot acc me... hmmm... may be will buy many dramas to watch ba. haha..

This is the new drama... the storyline super nice.....

Lastly me, bought this since last 2 weeks.

Me and Bee

Finally my hair grow long again.....

Miss my long hair... <3>

2008-01-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

Weee~~ I have my off days again.. And so back to my blog. last two weeks went to make a hairdo again, and i have many names for my new hairdo, such as... mushroom head, coconut head, gong mei and so on... lol~ But i never regret having this hair, because special wad...

Nowadays working have been so tiring, dunno why suddenly all the monsters went to the bank, everyday the queue was like so longgggg......... And we can't finish by 4.30pm.. zzz... Can't imagine when chinese new year is coming, will therre be a war?? haha.. Nvm... Still have to work anyway..

Went K BOX - K GOLDEN with my sister yesterday, and we started singing from 8pm, till 2am... I am so lousy, around 12 plus, i have fallen asleep on the sofa, where else my mei continued singing till 2am. haha... Old liao cannot ton liao...

My new Bowl head...

Me and my Bee, long long time din take photo...

Have a big feast with my aunty, cousins and Li's bf on the 29th...

SEE? So happy when comes to eat..

One of our day out...

My bowl head after a week, looks better le ba?

Devil and angel pics taken from Li'd Hp, very funny one, pictures taken from her hp cannot be rotated one... So no choice la..

That's the end of the pictures...

Be back to blog soon on my next off days.

2007-12-25T02:47:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas to all my friendsss~~ Hope everyone enjoys this joyful day~=)

Have not been using computer for decades, like what my friend, justin has said. haha... But really no choice la~~ Busy people are like that. =p
This month got my 1 month bonus, but want to dry up again, cos i bought myself wardrobe, a bedroom set which costed me $800. =( So ONCE again, i have to declare BANKRUPT. =D
But nvm... Have to buy anyway, since my old cupboard is going to collapse soon. haha.

Nowadays my mother really crazy about car, then yesterday really apply for car loan liao.. jia lat... some more i am her guarantor. So scare that she can't afford lo... Hmm... but forget it, since she is buying already, think i must well go learn driving... Maybe starting next year after new year ba, then can share share the car with her.... heheheeee~

Nowadays really fancy dresses a lot... 2 months only, i have bought 5-8 dresses already.. haha~ dresses got a lot of advantages, not only nice, but easy to wear on too. Some more bee bee likes me wear dress, so i should be more lady and should buy MORE. haha...

K talk no more, should post some pictures...

Me in my working uniform... Ugly right? LOL~~~ Dislike the color...

My new wardrobe... still a bit no space for me.. haha... i told Bee next time our new house, we should use the store room as wardrobe, then will be enough for me...

The new dress that i have bought ... So Princessly... loving it man~~~

The Chipmunk show is really nice and cute wor~~~ LOVE DIDO~~~

Me and my baby~~~ LOl~~ no la not MINE, is my uncle's one.... cute right?

HEHE~! Adorable right???

HOHo~~ Look at the ppl behind, they look like having some arguement...

HAHA me long long time never take pictures liao la... So just bear with my zi lian-ing ba~~ ^^

My new bought de ah toot top! lol~

Ok that's about it~ This time took really little pictures, felt not nice taking pics in my short hair, still prefer my long hair. Hmmm.. Forget it, hair will grow btw... Ok shall go sleep already, be back to my blog soon.. "HOPE SO"

2007-11-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

Hmmm nothing else to blog. Just took some of my bunny's pictures.. So just feel like posting it....

Just clean my bunny's home...

Close up of my bunny...

My bunny cleaning it's face..

My bunny has finally grow up...

Weekend will be ending very soon again, and tml will be a brand new day to start my work again.. Life is so so boring.. sigh~~
Have to wait for 6 days again before i can meet my Bee~~ =(

2007-11-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

I am back to my blog again. This coming week will be my block leave, so i will have lots and lots of time to go online and also do things that i always don't have the time to do. Haha dunno where to start my story, hmmm... Maybe start from my work, working life still the same, tiring and boring, but luckily getting better with my collegues, recently there's a new staff joining us, 1 year younger then me, when i heard, i was quite happy that there's someone my age joining, BUT she's only a part timer, so she works on saturday only.. zzzz.. Ended up never talked much to her also.
Always felt so shagged when going work, when thinking of the customers and the forever non ending queue, after think of all these, my heart dropped till basement LOL~. So things that can motivate me to work is my salary, leaves and off days, only these can encourage me to move on.. i always wonder, life is short, and if more then half of my life is working, think should be meaning less ba.. So now i decided to save more money, so that near 45 - 50 years old, i can retire and enjoy life. =) Therefore i started my plan by opening those monthly savings type of account, recently POSB comes out with a new account called "MySavingsAccount" which helps u to save for your rainy days, the features are it dun have atm card, so that u can't withdraw, secondly it has more interest as compared to your normal account, thirdly it is flexible too, if happens that u really needs cash urgently, u can just withdraw it, but only at the branches.
I felt so thankful that i have opened it, because i have already work for half a year, but my bank account still centless, haha.. So luckily i have "mysavingaccount", at least helps me to save a lot le..
So people out there, faster open this great account at any POSB branches(If can, come Bt batok west branch, haha), as there's promotion right now, if u can save $300 per month, there will be a free branded watch called "kearneth cole" "i think"...
In conclusion, if i dun have this ac, i will be saving nothing from the beginning till now....
See i have bought all these, how to save?

My Pinky Zen plus, if dun have this i will be bored till death. Can't live without MP3. So must BUY!!!

Can't imagine i bought 1 shoe for every months.. But ended up wear for only a few times. *WASTE MONEY*

The second wallet and bag that i have bought, luckily sis wants my old wallet, or else i will feel sinful for buying things that i had already.

The big big creative speaker that i have bought recently, to conect to my MP3. Really Can't live without music. haha. *BROKE AGAIN*

And next is my PSP~~~ Yeah i finally bought it~~ hia hia hia~~ Buti change target to this latest rose pink psp.

And the next target will be my big big wardrobe.. me really got endless things to buy..

Saddening, have already cut my hair. now going to post some of my short hair pics.. not nice at all.. But collegues kept saying i look better with short hair???
Hmmm.. b4 posting short hair pics, Post some of my long hair pics first ba~~
All these are the latest pic b4 my hair kana bited off.

I still prefer my long hair...

The gucci handbag that bee's mum bought for me.

Haha Bee always complaint my hair looks like ghost~~

I loved this pic~

Now will be my short hair pics..

Ta Dang~ feel that i look cool in this pic. haha~

Me new bought dress, but Bee dun like it. SOB~

Aiyoh~~ Nose so big!! Shall go surgery soon..
Nah~ JK~

Hair short short, bee most happy le. Cos he wun be seeing ghost again~ =.=

Act cute again~ haha~

End of my short short hair pics~

Bought new drama again~ Not so bad, very funny.. Can try watching if ya free..

Kk gtg~~ Going out soon.

Hope i can get back to blogging again asap.

2007-10-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hi hi... Din blog for a long long time, think my blog started growing spider web le ba.. Finally it's weekend again, can relax myself without serving any customers. This month is a terrible month for me, bcos i have used up all my off days during september, so there's no more off days for me, have to wait for my november leave le. *sob*
But still looking forward to it.. 4 more weeks. hahaha..

Just went Jean Yip to cut my hair *FINALLY*, cut it shorter le... And it's really short, dun ask me if i will regret, what i could say is now i am satisfied with my new hair cut, but after some times maybe i will regret? Dunno why, hair always look great when u have just cut, but after some times it wun remain like how it looks like in the beginning.. haha shall post the pics when i am free...

Went out with Bee's mama last week, and very funny, she is more anxious about my face then my mama. She brought me to buy many facial products, then paid for me some more, so pai seh.. Then told me to take care of my face since young, or else next time will regret. =) Feel like i got one more mama.. lol. (Lucky me, with 1 more mama and 1 Good bf)

This week is really a busy week for me, due to Hari Raya, so many ppl came and change $2 and $5. -.- Then my collegues told me like this i am tired, if New year comes, i will be DEAD. LOL.. i doubt so...
Started to get along well with my collegues le, working life becomes more enjoyable, to me care, happiness and fun within collegues matters more then the work and money, without this i wun stay long.. But luckily that i am able to work well with them already. =)
Some more BONUS is coming soon, *drooling* my 2 times pay.. HAHAHA!!! Looking forward for december~~

Kk.. nothing more to blog,
shall update again. cya.

2007-09-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

Bee finally POP, finally get out of tekong. haha. Last wednesday went to Bee's pop with his mum, first time going out with his mum, at first i was quite anxious, wondering if there be any conversation between us while we were on the way to Tekong? But in the end i am the one thinking too much, throughout the whole journey, Bee's mum was the one who started talking non-stop and i felt enjoyable chatting with her, some more aunty is very fashionable, nice hairstyle, nice clothes, LV bag plus Fion wallet.. When i saw, my jaw dropped, what she was holding are things which my mum din know at all. LOL~
Can see that Bee's mama really cares and dotes Bee a lot.. cuz on the whole journey the topic that she talked abt are all related to Bee... Bee is very fortunate to have a mother like her, who plans and thinks so much abt her son.

Today went to watch Rat-A-Too-Ee (So sorry, dunno how to spell) with Bee, its a 2 hours show, but it's quite nice telling abt a mouse becoming a chef. Watched it at GV Max @ VIVO, so the grapic is really nice too. =)

By the way, my pay day is coming soon~~ Looking forward to it, only money can motivate me to work.
Last few days, actually i was thinking of quiting this job, because it was quite a stressful job to work, if i were to use a word to describe this job, i will use "SAI GANG" in hokkein means job that requires us to do everything. As a banker, all of us will think that we are just working as Customer service, but the fact is this is wad we think only.. Behind it, banker not only do customer service, but.. after branch has closed at 430, we still have loads of paper work to do, and also make telecalls once in a while to upsales the investment. While working, bankers also need to refer customers for investment to hit targets for their branch. If not, the manager will start their "radio".

Sigh.. If the money is not attractive think i will quit, hmmmm... But forget it.
Like what my B-manager said, i am still young, i should strive for the best and not given up so easily...
So think i should listen to her advice and starts to work hard for my future ba~~
And i am going to fulfil my wish, to earn my first $10,000, so let this be my goal and i shall work towards it!!!

Bee's mama wearing army cap for him...

Happy mama with her proud son..

Bee and me

Bee: Yeah!! Finally get out this Tekong lo.. No need to waste taxi fare lo...

Aiyoh, his BIG bag pack...

Taken this when i am bo liao, haha these are my working date stamp, name stamp and thumb pad.

All 3 got my name sticked on, very childish right? still pasted rabbit sticker, LOL~

Kk That's all for today, gtg sleep..
Update again next time, when i am FREE again...
Night!

2007-09-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

Yu hoo~~ I got my 2 days off.. so glad. So today went out with Leng, really long time no see her le.. Misses her a lot. Miss the time with her, Miss her grandmother stories.. LOL.. Mushy i know.. haha.. But really lo.. Going out with this gal got lots and lots of aunty stuffs to chat about one, can say that we are talking non stop for the whole day..
But quite happy for her la.. Finally found her prince charming le, so no need to hear her nag that she dun have bf anymore... =x
This is FATE... If he's yours will always be yours...
And who knows 5 years later she got married earlier than me, Noi and Zhi?? LOL. *killed by her*
Haha..
So, Went shopping with leng and drank extra large chocolate ice blended at Coffee Bean after dinner, and ended up can't finish it. =.= wasted. lesson learnt, next time dun be greedy anymore...
And so day ended fast, after this separation, dunno when will be free to meet again...
Perphaps my next off days or annual leave ba... =)
So take care my friend...

Me and my Lao Peng You~ wai leng

Working life has been tiring and stress, always told myself that i have to save money, so that when i am going to reach 40, i can start enjoying life and rest at home. But whenever my salary is credited to my account, i started to spend like crazy, buying clothes shoes... etc. And one day shopping can cost me around $100 plus... But bo bian la.. this is how i satisfied myself, if i can't shop at all, i will find my working life dull and sian.. And i wun be able to continue working., Argh.. but will try hard to control ba.. Else wun be able to enjoy life next time. haha.
But better still if can, hope Bee next time can earn more money, so i can enjoy my tai tai life soon... =X

.... (Bee dun NAG me)I bought clothes again le... T_T

Haha.. But no choice this is how i enjoy life~~

~'.'.'.'.'.+.The Shopping Queen.+'.'.'.'.~

Last week Bee brought me to Coffee Club for Chocolate Foundue and mudpie... The first mouth is always the nicest and yummy one, but after finishing half of it, started to feel sick of the thick thick chocolate, and started to feel like vomotiing...
And so... Left all these behind for Bee to eat. LOL

Din take pictures with Bee for a very long time, all because of his botak head, so he dun like to take picture anymore... So this is the only one that we took when he is at my home...

And now is my Little bunny photos gallery time~!!!
Really loves it a lot, when i reached home after work and have a look at it, she will always look out of the cage, waiting for me to sayang her.. And looking forward for us to let her out. After letting her out, she will hops around happily around the house...
Kuku Bee came my house and i showed him my xiao ke aii, and he is funny lo, jealous because i bought it, when i sayang it, and asked him if my bunny is cute? He will say that it's not as cute as him. =.= Then started nagging that i looked at my bunny dun chat and care abt him anymore. LOL..
This cute funny boi.

This is her home sweet home....

Bunny no Kawaii desu ka??

Recently i am really crazy about this drama called "huan huan Ai", have been watching every night after work, so felt very tired the next day, but the story is really nice lo.. Worth watching, the actor He jun Xiang is very charming, think all girls after watching this show will be attracted by him. LOL. And Yang Chen Ling is soo cute, guys will surely fall in love with her. LOL.
But really is a nice show~ Can watch it when u are free... It's available in Youtube too~ =)

Haha just to share my dramas with all of u... I am really a Drama freak. But i will feel so contented when i bought each drama.. But mama always complained me for buying, because my kuku xiao mei will watched and watched all over again for the whole day, and mama will nag that her bills went up, after i bought all thesse.. =.=

These 2 i just just bought too, the "Shi Shen" is very crappy, so dun watch it if u are not lame, else u will dozed off after watching.. haha

Among all the shows, i still like this the most.