.Thursday, February 1, 2007 ' 10:11 AM Y
My Dreamss...I hope to get married to my "zhen ming tian zi" at the age of 25.Hope there's always be World Peace.I hope i can change myself to be a even better person.I hope i can have a good career after graduate.I hope to live happily and healthly. (includes everyone around me)I hope to have my own design home.I hope i can lost some more fats.Hope to have all kinds of Hello kitty collections next time.Hope my parents won't be so money-minded.Haha.. These are my dreams.. Hope they can be fulfil... ;)Hehe.. Yesterday dunno why, i went Lot 1 to buy the soduko book to play.. Find it challenging and you must have the patient to play, else you will give up when stuck.Sigh... *sad*This coming new year won't be a new year for me.. My parents said that they got no MONEY, therefore all the "ang baos" that we have, it seems like we are having them, in front of all my relatives, but the fact is... After the whole thing finishes, my mother will take them back.. So which means they didn't give at all. Haizz... Sian.. Then i told her must well we stay at home for the new year, because new year meant nothing to us anymore since we can't take any ang baos... Sometime really feels that my parents are selfish.. From young till now... We only get to buy clothes during new year, and some more we can only buy 2 set of clothes. Whenever there is any functions, Me and my sis dun feel like going, bcos all my cousins wore nicely there, except for us.. My parents dun even care about whether their child is ugly or not... *SIGH*But finally waited till so long.. We grown up, we can start earning our own money and buy something for ourselves.. Mum always complaint that we bought too many stuffs, din save or give her more cash.. But did she think? When we are lack of clothes or even those underwears, did she buy for us?? Can u imagine that we have to wash those underwears daily, so that we got enough for one week.. Hahahah.. Really pathetic lo... Like beggar like that... =.= Feel like crying man...I felt damn stress la... Even after i graduated, they expected me to get a job which the salary will be more then $1400... I dun feel like doing IT next time lo... sigh.. I envy my friends.. They can work whatever they like, and their parents just support them, but me? I got no choice but to pray hard that i can get a high pay job, so that my mum can get more money from me... And wun scold me USELESS!!!When i am alone at home, i always wonder.. Why i got such parents whom are so money minded? Money doesn't mean anything right? Both dad and mum always quarrel bcos of MONEY!!! Feel that they are "idiots" lo... Bcos of a non living things, quarrel till wanna fight.. *shake head* Human will die anyway... As if those money that we earned can be brought to the hell meh??? sigh...This is the reason why i hope i can have my own house, my own family at the age of 25.. I hope i can lead my own life, i hope i can do something that i like and no one object me.. I hope my life time partner can support me in everything i do, i hope there will be peace in my own family.. Hope there will only be happiness and no quarrels.. Those things that my parents did, i will remember it clearly, and next time i wun do that to my own child, but treat them even better and give them no saddness but joyness...Hope this day will come fast....
