.Friday, January 30, 2009 ' 4:06 PM Y
My 2009 New Year this year
This year new year beside getting beaten up, actually there are some memorable things as well...
Before New year coming, my sister and i have been busy doing the house chores and painting our nails... =D
Hahha i think pictures more then words la... so just see pics better
This is the outcome of my nails art...
Simple ones...
After clearing all the furnitures and the drawers which contained rubbishes.... I also changed my bedsheet too... New year have to change everything new... This bedsheet i have actually bought last year, but until now then i opened up, washed and used...
My mum said it is too complicated with so many mickey and minnie mouse on it... hahha... but whatever la... It was cheap btw... Just costed me $19 only....
Beside new bedsheets, my mum bought new sofa and new coffee table as well...
This is how my house looks like after clearing up.. =D
Mum has bought this plant for new year, which i dunno what it calls also...
Then she was so bo liao... Go and decorate it with birds, butterflies, sea shells and tortoise!! Just because of this 3 stalks of dull plant.. =,=
Actually she bought 2 gold fishes in it also, but dunno what happen, the gold fish just died after two days, after living with these 3 stalks of bamboo..
Forgot to take the before and after pics of this studying table... Actually before clearing up, this table looked like just having a "War", with bags, books, newspapers, towels... on it... But after clearing up, me and sister are so contented with the new look... haha..
Had reunion dinner on CYN eve that day... We are too greedy, bought too much ingredients, so ended up leaving so much behind..
These are all vegetarians... In case anyone of u thought that these are meats. haha...
First day of CNY
Went home to home to visit our relatives on the first day... Get ang baos.... Eat biscuits... So now ended up no voice and sore throat again..
Taken with my father's side cousins...
This cousin of mine got beautiful big eyes.... Look like Japanese girl...
This is my small lil cousin.. He is so so cute... Li is so lucky, manage to take a picture with him... I wanted to take with him also, but he ran here and there, busy playing by himself... =.=
After visited all my father's side relatives house, we went to "Chun Dao He Pan" at night with my aunties and cousins....
Pictures taken before going...
3 mei nu
3 mei nu and our pretty and Heh Bok ah ma...
The "COW" pose...
The entrance..
The overview...
This is beautiful...
CUTE
The beautiful peacock... This is too short for adults to take pic with it...
Taken by my sis..
My cousins, aunties and ah ma...
Day 2
The day when i got beatened up... so sad... But still thanks for the concern from my friends, my cousins and my aunties...
Got beatened just because i dun wan to follow him to his side house for "Bai Nian", but have been meeting up during Day 1, i dunno what's the big deal of going again....
By the way, at night i still went to catch movie with my aunts and cousins...
Me, my sis and my cousin-Yiru
My Cutie Cousins....
This is cute and gay.. haha
Me and Bee....
End of CNY....
Hope everyone enjoys you CNY too....
May your wishes come true on 2009~~
.Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ' 12:02 PM Y
What a UNFORGETTABLE new year for me!!!!
I got beaten up by my stupid father!!!
Just because i wanna go out for a movie, just because i don't want to follow them to the relative house, just because i got irritated by him and slammed the door, he BASHED me, PUNCHED me on my FACE, my Butt area, my leg area.. At that moment i thought i am dying, he dashed into my room, pushed my onto the floor, grabbed me on my leg tightly, i can't even move my body, and he started aiming my face and my leg... I felt so scared, no one dares to help me too, my poor grandma asked him to stop, but he refused and pushed my grandma onto the ground...
My sister kicked him, but still he did not stop slapping and punching me. Therefore my sister got no choice but to call the police. After he heard my sis telling the police our blk no and unit no, then he stopped his act. I was trembling all over the body and i felt so helpless at that moment.
I dun like my home, i have a insane dad at home, he is such a LOUSY FAT ASS with no L.P!!!!
After the police has came, i thought he will be arrested after that, but the police told me it was the first time, and it was home matters so there's no such thing as arrested.. So what's the point of calling police, but no matter what, today i am going to bring the police medical report to any clinic to leave an evidence that he has act violence to me!!! I dun care he is my dad or whatever so, i dun even respect him at all!!! I really hopes i can leave this house one day, i hope this day will come..
I am so sad, there's no point to stay in this cruel world..
I hope i can get the courage to leave this world, but i am scare to do so...
I am being trapped in between... To live or to DIE...
I know i can't, even i did, no one will forgive me.. Even the god...
But still i am miserable.. really...
I got injuries on my mouth area... Can see that it is swollen one side...
I have such a sad life....
I can't stop crying when i think of that scene, when i was beatened up terribly...
.Thursday, January 22, 2009 ' 10:13 PM Y
You know what... I have been at home for almost 3 months without a job, starting to feel bored, restless, aimless and sian.. I am like boneless, feel like lying on the bed everyday... Have been waking up late and late each day, i wun open my eyes until 11am, even i have enough sleep, but still my eyes feel so restless... Think i am falling sick soon..
Started to feel aimless in life, i dunno what to choose for my future job. Today went for a interview, and they gave me a test on MS EXCEL, but ended up i dunno anything, and gave them a blank screen... Sigh... I started to feel that i dun suit admin job, because i dunno how to use EXCEL and i dun have any experience. SOB. If sales, i dun dare to approach... How? What should i do???
I am a failure... In career, in life, in family, in friends...
.Saturday, January 17, 2009 ' 3:51 PM Y
罗志祥 - 潮男正传
没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律
听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回应
没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴
你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你
Ohnbsp;Ibelieve CauseIbelieve
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜 也值得我放弃 Wo~~
.Monday, January 12, 2009 ' 11:07 PM Y
After so many days of depression, dunno why my strength suddenly came back today~!!! Have the motivation out of sudden!!! Woke up around afternoon, and started my job hunting and ended up applying up to 10 jobs!!! WAHAHA!!!
No choice already la!!! Now got what jobs just apply that's it!! I dun wan to choose what i want already, or else sure i wun get any job.. Think what people say are true, nowadays is job choose us, and not we choose our desire job... think i just "Ren Ming BA"
I have changed my blog's song, this is sang by Luo Zhi Xiang wor.. Really *Thumb Up" for his new album~~~!!!! Having deep impression after first time hearing...
Hmmmm.... Nothing much...
Shall blog again.
.Saturday, January 10, 2009 ' 3:03 PM Y
Finally i got all the X'mas pics from my sister.
Shall upload it now...
My Bee and ME...
Noi and her bf... I really thinks they got couple face... Looks sama sama leh...
Later their children sure all look the same... People sure thought they got twins.
Noi and Aku.
The two Crazy MC that night... haha
I'M SICK
So sad... I have been sick since last week.. But it has been worsened after a long chit chatting session with another Miss Ng (waileng) on friday.. =D
All these started just because of my gum!!
Dunno when my gum has started swollen, and i thought it's because of the wiston tooth? I was so frightened, but luckily it is not.. And so the pain caused me to have sore throat, and then after chatting with leng, i ended losing my voice, and now i hardly talk, my voice sounds so awful, like a man. yuck! After that i have flu also... And now started to have cough as well..
And so... total i got
sore throat cum
no voice cum
flu cum
cough.So i told Bee maybe its because for the one whole year i haven got any sickness, so now 1 virus attack, the others attack me also... =.=
Although i am sick... But still... i am drinking chocolate drink and i am eating this....
Ta dang~ I love this Peanut thingy, my dad loves buying this for new year... And i Love eating it.. =x
No choice la.. i can't stand temptation....
Hmmm.. but maybe can "yi du gong du" and my throat will get well?? =D
Anyway... today went shopping for Bee's new year clothes, he bought a black jean plus a checkered long sleeve shirt, Wee~~~ It is nice, doesn't look like him at all.... But still nice try!! At least something different.... Else always see him wearing those plain old shirts.... *Boring*
He will sure be very handsome on New Year that day... HEHHE~~~~ *DROOL*
Kkzz... That all.. Got to sleep...
Got to wake up early tml to find jobs again.... SOBZZ
I am unemployed/ jobless singaporean, which is always mentioned on the News everyday...
"SI YE REN SHI"
.Friday, January 9, 2009 ' 4:11 PM Y
Today luckily got Leng around, showing me the way to NTU's business building.. Else i will sure lost my way there. The place is so big, which i described the whole journey as a "Zoo Trip" =D.
I describe it as a Zoo trip, because the bus route from entering and exiting NTU is long, which reminds me of taking a Zoo train from one exhibition to another.. haha.
Went for the interview, the job interest me, it is something related to dealing with the overseas student recruitment plus administration plus a bit of finance relating stuff.. The manager there is from china, and she told me that if i am going to enter this job, i have to be strong in my chinese, as they are dealing with overseas students, major is from china. I have to understand their chinese, which is different from Singapore's chinese. All the documentations and the typing have to be in chinese too, therefore, i have to be strong in my han yu pin yin also..
Acutally to me, all these are fine, i can learn, i am confident in my chinese as well... But to what i heard from them is like i will sure have difficulties with dealing with their language, and i will have difficulties understanding them too.. I was quite depressing, i have prepared myself so well, i am so confident during interview, what i have heard from them, made me feel that i have no chance at all...
So the interview ended with...
Interviewer: So just wait for our call
Me: Within a week?
Interviewer: I can't confirm with you...
Me: Can tell me roughly around when?
Interviewer: Sorry i really can't confirm... Cos we will be interviewing other candidates as well.
So how? Expect me to wait for 1 week? 1 month? Or 1 Year?
What if i get into other job, and they call? Then wasted la???
I was thinking... If they don't feel Singaporean will understand their chinese, then why bother to invite me for the interview?? This makes me feel that i have wasting me trip there... They must well invite china people right?
Sian... Dunno la.. just see how then.. I am tired of interviewing!!!! All wasting my time!!!! If they don't feel that my qualification suits their job, then why bother to call me for interview??? Call me for fun izzit!!!
SIAN!!!!!!!!!!
.Monday, January 5, 2009 ' 7:43 PM Y
Haha i really too bo liaoz already, just went back from jogging, dunno wad to do, so ended up doing some bloggings again.. Going to put Pictures again. haha...
Went to celebrate our 6 year anniverary on sunday, nothing much.. just went to watch "Bedtime story" hmm... the story not bad, quite cool and cute, especially the "Big Eye Hammie" part. lol. So Adorable...
Gave Bee my handmade photos album, and Bee gave me giant Pocky biscuit and a handmade card. At first i thought he only gave me these, so i kept on grumble that he wasted money to buy such expensive biscuit, cos i prefer gift that can be kept for memory instead of food...
So from beginning till the end i kept nagging and complaining about his present non-stop... So ended up, he cannot stand my nagging and showed me the actual gift that he is giving me..
HAHA
Bee says he can't stand my nagging, actually he wants to surprise me when i go home, but ended up he gave up his plan, and surrender the gift to me instead. LOL.
Bee bought me a Bright PInk Levi's watch... =.=
Hmmm... Quite kiddish, but ok la... i will still wear it, cos i am childish... HAHHAA
But still thanks Bee so much for the gift....
You have to save from the sketch agaiin... sryy wor~~
=D
The big giant pocky... So ex lo... cost $9 plus... I must well buy something else...
The handmade card that Bee made. Its so nice.... I love the stuff tat he made for me, and this time round, he was so so creative, he added on a tag on the card, for me to pull out... Cute~!
The Levi watch that he bought for me... Although It's pink!! My favourite color... But how do i match with my clothes??? Unless i wear something funky?
A new top that i have bought from Bt panjang plaza... Its so so cheap, just cost $10. haha
Before going out with Bee...
The magical of putting on fake eyelashes....
After shopping for the whole day, we went to eat this Mango slice ice at Far East Plaza, Its so so nice, but still....... Lose to Ice monster.. haha
This is the Mango Ice that we ate, the ice is so thin... When you put in your mouth, it just melted without you noticing it... =X
Wanted to take his picture, and here goes his idiot face again, i already tell him so many times, if he is not going to be serious when i take his pic, this is what going to happen.. HAHHAHAA
Your UGLY pic is POSTED....:D
Lallalalallalalalalal~~~~~~~
The second one better.... But still not serious... Ask him to look in the camera, he keeps looking at the ice... =.=
And so there goes our 6 year....
