.Monday, May 14, 2007 ' 9:27 PM Y
Yahoo~~ Just recevied the GST offset package, $200 from the goverment. *happy*
But although it seems nice, but the actual fact is, the Gst is going to increase soon... =.=
But. NVM~ Take CASH first. hehe.
Sis finally got reply from DBS for an interview on thursday, hope she can success, then both of us will be working as the same position, haha... But if she sucess, she will be working under DBS, whereby me, i work under POSB.. haha..
But ok la.. same also, if there is anything problems, we still can share and discuss together..
So
LI JIA YOU for thursday interview!!!!Today is the 3rd day that i opened counter, and i am quite lucky, din meet any difficulties or nasty customers, most customers are friendly and nice~
The motto for my branch is:"
TO BE SMART". So i tried really hard not to make any mistakes, and prevent scoldings from them, some of my collegues are quite strict during working hours, so every mins and secs i will reminded myself to work super hard and to stay ALERT while working, to prevent repeating the same old mistakes. And well, have improved.. Quite happy when the day ended without any mistakes or comments by them. Can feel the satisfactory when the day ended smoothly.. ^^
And time flies and ZOOOMMMMM fast... Have been working under POSB for almost 2 months, and 1 week more for my second pay~~ ^^
My SALARY has always been the motivation for me to work, without it, i wun have the energy/fighting spirit to work already.
hmmm..
Its late now.. All people who got work tml,
Got to sleep...
Good night everyone...
.Thursday, May 10, 2007 ' 10:24 PM Y
LOVEMe and Bee are FINE again~!!! Wee~~ Back to normal. Haha..
After clarified everything on that night, realised that there were some misunderstandings between us.
Last entry i mentioned that he did not called/messaged me, actually its because he is too tired on that night, so he fell asleep while waiting for my message, but around 12plus, he woke up and clarified everything to me. So its ok liao.
But actually i felt that quarrels between couples are not really a bad thing, it may be good thing too~! Bcos both partners will tend to understand and treasure each other more after a BIG fight. LOL~ So in short, i LOVE QUARRELS. =.=
WORK-My first day opening counter
Weet~ Today was my first day opening counter, and i am so exciting cum nervious at the same time. Felt that it is fun to deal with the transactions and customers, but in the mean while, i felt so nervous with those transactions that i am not familiar with.
Then while i am serving, i still examined to see if the next customer is doing simple transactions or not, then i pressed the bell, if not, i pretended to do something else till the customer went to the next counter. LOL~ But i SUAI la!!! *poor examination*
Met a few difficult cases, such as customer who wanted to claim the cash of her deceased father. When i heard that, jaw dropped, cos... I nv heard this case before lo, then my collegues said, such cases only happens roughly 1-5 times per month only.. So i "LUCKY" la... Kana that.. And so... I dunno anything, can't do anything, but to pass the customer to my collegue..
Another case which i dunno, is the withdrawal/renewal/replacement of Fixed Deposit, then again i am so "LUCKY" today to strike so many times... =.=
Lastly which is the giro thing, also kana... -.-
Haha.. But hope to learn all finish, so i can handle all by myself without asking and troubling my collegues..
Beside all these difficult cases, everything goes smooth...
I kinda like the job now, despite there are no nasty customers or difficult transactions to deal with. ^^
Think i will enjoy the work after i have master all the transactions.
hahaha~~
Yeah yeah...
Pay is coming soon....
Looking forward to it....
MOney money~~~
(^-^)
AND
YEAH~~~ Tml is my OFF day!!!!!!!! lalalallalala~~~
.Monday, May 7, 2007 ' 9:10 PM Y
*Aching* my body is aching... Because...
I have just walked all the way back home from Choa Chu Kang to Bukit Panjang which took me 1 hour to complete the journey. I have been so sad cum angry cum moody, all because of tan say lin. Sometime i really feels that a relationship will turn plain and dull after many years down the road..
Things will change after some time.
I have always been thinking back the time when we are in our secondary school, the time when i got the most attention from him, the most care, pamper, love and concern from him. But now it seems different, when i told him i am moody, he did take the initiative to find me, but of course i am paiseh to say ok lo, u come find me, just because of a small thingy. And so i replied: "Its ok, no need to find me." And he dunno is toot or wad, and he really says:"OK."
And i wondered his "OK" izzit mean that he is relieved that i said no need find me.. So he dun need to waste his time travelling? Sometime i felt that although we have been together for 4 years, but he dunno me well at all, if he knows me well he should know what i am thinking...
At that moment, i felt so depressed, i want someone who will be there for me, who will anxious of me, and told me that he is worry and must find me. But what i am imaging always come out opposite.
I felt that our relationship is so robotic and DEAD. Because every week we will plan which 2 days to go out, and die die we will go out that two days only. Like today i wanted to find him, because i am released early from my work, but he din reply me at all, and when he replied me, he has already reached HOME!!! I wonder why can't him be flexible? I could take the initiative to find him, but why can't he?
He always replied me by saying:"
Aiyah, Wednesday we can go out liao ma..."
But can't our date be more flexible??? Why the 2 days go out, means the 2 days ONLY??? Felt really sad...
I envy my friends, their bf will find them when miss them.. But my relationship is so "systematic", what i can describe it as is.. It seems like "programming" to me. 1 means 1 and 2 means 2, everything is planned nicely one.. it can't be changed.
And when he heard that i am depressed and i am walking from cck to panjang, he din even care to call me at all~!! Is phone bill really that expensive till he can't afford to give me a call??? Even for message also.. I din replied him, and he din reply me anymore.
If it's 4 years ago, he sure called, and asked me wheream i, in an anxious tone, but now i feel that he dun even care at all. No message and no call.
I wondered what is he thinking? Maybe he will think that he din change at all, but i can see the changes.. I dun feel myself important to him anymore.
Last time is he who wanted to catch my attention towards him, but now...
Is me who wanted to catch his attention.... By doing such silly things...
I know i am silly to walk and not taking train home, but only making myself tired, i can stop all the sadness...
But frankly speaking, walking is really a great way to relieve my stress and sadness sia..
The feeling is like there is an endless road in front of you, but you need to do is to continue to walk forward, without things on your mind, and once you are getting tired, your brain will feel the numb, and all the worries and sadness will slowly washed off.
In conclusion is... You are tired to think anymore...
And what you are concentrating is... To walk back HOME!
I know i am crazy...
But really i dun feel myself like a princess to him anymore, i no longer see his admired eyes looking at me anymore, i no longer received his worried phone calls anymore, i no longer see him kissing my forehead and hair anymore, i no longer see him waiting for me at my work place anymore.
I felt so so sian le..
Next thing which poped out in my mind is...
Should i continue this relationship, will this relationship blossom?
.Friday, May 4, 2007 ' 9:25 PM Y
Have been so tiring this week, although it sounds nice that bank closed at 4.30, but actually it is not like what we think. After tallied the cash and finished all the paper work, the actual time that i released is 7pm.. Bu the time i reached home, will be near to 8pm. *sian
Having terrible flu since last week, min 2 packets of tissue are needed, and my nose hurts because of the friction rubbed against the tissue and my nose. *ouch*
Today my collegue let me tried the transaction for the opening of account, wow wow wow... Its damn confusing la.. Bcos many paper work need to be done, and there are many many procedures to remember, i felt so panic, and my desk is messed up with papers and documents, at that time i really felt myself like a mad, flipping papers here and there, moreover i also need to attend to customer's enquires, to explain about their new opened accounts and to stamp my names and dates all over the documents, which i dunno where!!! *lol*
Can't imagine when i am alone myself... i sure feel helpless... =(
Then after work, i went watson to buy a loreal lipstick.
Actually i do have lipsticks at home, but my collegue says that my lipstick are too light, which cannot be seen. So they called me to buy a new one, in case those V.I.P comes to our branch and check, and so i bought one, a REDDER one. lol.
Finally one week is almost over, tml after working till 1pm can go out with my Bee-baobei le.. Although we do meet on one of the weekdays, but it is still not enough for me, cos we just meet for that short 2-3 hours for dinner only, and then finished our day. So felt so happy that we are meeting tml, can release my stress and unhappiness on him, by telling and complaining to him, and also can lie on his shoulder and hug by him, all these small little actions, not only brighten up my day but also re-charge my power to face the rest of my working days... ^^
Beside Bee, next person who can re-charge my power is actually my friends, without them, i also dunno how my problems can be solved, so by telling them i can feel relieved too..
Feel glad that Kelly dates me out on next saturday~ I thought my training friends will lose contact soon or sooner after we have go to out own branches, but after hearing that i will be meeting one of them, i feel happy le. ^^ Cos she haven forget me. LOL! so touch...
So looking forward to that day, got lots of things to chat with her
But things are usually funny, cos before meeting the person, u will feel that u got lots to tell her, but after meeting, u will forget wad to tell...
haha.. But after this one week, i do miss all of them... I miss TALKING!!! In branch i think i talk not more then 10 sentences with my collegues PER day... Mouth turned smelly soon...
LOL
yeah..
dunno wad pics to post nowadays...
i dun like my lousy phone, so think i can only post pic after buying a new one..
Hmmm.. nvm.. shall post some old pics first ya...
*SOB SOB* Think i still LOVE my thick and long hair...
LOL~ having some cucumber facial with my sister!!!! Funny sia..
I rebonded my hair on tuesday~
And this is how i look like after rebond!
The side view of my hair~~
Li cut her hair too~ Like her new hair style, suits her!!
Sister forever!!!! Know whose hairstyle she cut??
It's hebe!!!
Kk.. that's all for today, have to work tomorrow~
Cya everyone!
and...
Good night!
.Tuesday, May 1, 2007 ' 1:56 AM Y
Just reached home, just went k boxing with my friends from dbs..
Felt really sad today, because it was our last training day, and i think i wun be able to see my dear dear friends again.
THough it was just 3 weeks, but i felt as though i have knew them for years..
I dunno if they will miss me or not, but i know i will miss them loads.. Although today i got sore throat cum cold, some of my friends even told me not to sing, but to me, i felt nothing is more important then friendships.
Plus, if i dun go today, dunno when will all of us be meeting again, so even though i am sick, i still insist to go, even it is just talking, i will be happy le..
Around 9 plus, Aggie went off, and so left happy, kelly and me nia..
So after singing, Happy and me went to kelly's house to chat and to see her cutie dog.
And around 12.30, Kelly's "sai nai" dog felt sleepy and wanted to go home, and so we headed home.. *sad*
Felt sad because the feeling is like someone have entered my life and left again..
Friendship is really hard to maintain, whenever we entered new environment, we will tend to know new people, and there will be not much time left for the previous people that we knew.. And slowly... 4 days/ month meeting will turn to 3 days/mth and then slowly people wun meet up anymore... And then we will lose contact.=(
I really envy people who have good buddies for years, i am also hoping for one, and i seriously means ONE and its enough. The one who is true, who is always there for me, and also the one whom i can talk my problems to.. hope one day i will have the chance to find this Best friend.
These are my good friends from dbs training center..
Too bad no Kelly inside..
Saturday went for Noi's bday party, and she got many many friends who went for her party. *wow*
Bought her this precious moment's towel plus a heart shape necklace, and glad that she's loving it.
It is so coincidence cos she said that the towel that i bought for her, is what she has eyed on for long, and just nice i have bought for her.. woo.. That's pretty cool~
Lastly still wish
NOI NOIHappy 21st Birthday..May your wishes come true,
and i know your wish is to get marry to Ronald right?? LOL.. jkjk~
