.Sunday, March 4, 2007 ' 3:53 PM Y
Actually got job but now i am JOBLESS again.. *shake head*
Friend intro me admin job, but ended up working almost as a telemarketer there, something which i dislikes a lot...
Even when i looked through newspaper and saw the word "telemarketer", i will nv glance at it but skipped that part away.
It's not i gave up so easily without trying, but is because i hate the feeling whereby the customers told u that they DON'T WANT to buy, but still u have to convince them to buy. It's something like selling insurance like that. While i was working there, i kept thinking... Hmmm.. If the customer is me, i sure scold that person and hung the phone. That is why only 2 days, i decided to quit, because it's not my interest.
Then just now i started to look through ecareer website again, then i decided to choose taxofficer, go back to the same environment (iras) which i did my IPP, to work again. But it's not about programming but handling taxpayer's tax. One of my friends worked there as tax officer, so get some info from her to know wad tax officer actually does.. So i decided to have a try, since the pay is not that bad too. And so i sent my resume, and now is to wait, wait, wait...
I decided not to get any cash from my parents for my food. Maybe i should use my ang bao money to survive first, so that they wun rush me to find job, so i can slowly find the job that i want.
Last few days, keep looking at the jobs website, then dunno izzit depression or wadeva, i keep feeling depressed, headache, no strength, no appetite and cried easily. (And my sis called me cry baby. =.=. I also dunno why i am those person who cries easily, even watched drama also i will cry, too happy also cry.) I felt scared. and i dunno why... Maybe i still not used of stepping out to society, but luckily my this friend encouraged me, she told me that it's normal for me to think like this, bcos she used to think the same as me too. So after hearing wad she said, i told myself i have to by STRONG!!! yeah!!! ( Say is say, hope i can do it la, haha)
Just knew that my friend, puva, haven got herself a job too, she also waiting for the reply from companies, hmmm.. Now then i knew i am not the only one who haven get a job, so should relax.. Hope i wun get stress up again~!! Hope i can hear some replies from the 10 resumes i have sent! *ARGH*
And also hopes puva can buck up and JiA Y0u tOO!!^^
Depression Girl. The crazy jobseeker.
