.Wednesday, October 1, 2008 ' 1:10 AM Y
Resign soon...
Going to tender my resignation letter this coming thursday, mixture of feelings in me..
Felt so looking forward in finding and working something new, but feel so tensed when i dun even know what type of working environment am i going to end up in again...
But working as a customer service representative will not be what i want to be in few years down the road, therefore i choose to leave since i am still young.. Some ppl may say that i am so stupid and "gong", cos just wait another 3 more months, i will be getting my bonus, and some may say that since the pay is good, why not i just continue to work?
But frankly spaeaking, since i have worked this job last year, i have not been happy at all... Handling large deposit of cash has made me feel sick, facing angry customers, has made me feel even angrier. I really want all these to end, maybe this is not wad i want to do... maybe... i felt so depressed... Having difficulty in breathing nowadays, went to see doctor, and doctor said that i have panick attack.. Alright~ it sounds funny, in simple word means i am too gan jiong and stress in my work, that's why i got this type of funny attack...
Argg,,, dunno la... dun feel good nowadays....
Looking thru the internet for jobs, i felt nothing that i am capable in, although i have dip in IT, but i dun even know how i got the dip certificate.. haha
sian.... wad can i do? wad can i do?
Actually i was thinking, maybe i could try admin jobs, easier and no need to face customers, but i look thru the web, pay for admin is quite low in market... Working in singapore, is pay really an important factor or happiness? I am so greedy lo, i want BOTH. haha.....
But nevertheless, i will continue to search high and low..... after i have tendered...
GOD please help me,
hope i can find a better one this time....
Ya one last thing,
i have permed my hair and this time round i did a permanent one, and it turns out gross,....
haha...
post it again and show ya how yuck it is....
