.Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ' 12:02 PM Y
What a UNFORGETTABLE new year for me!!!!
I got beaten up by my stupid father!!!
Just because i wanna go out for a movie, just because i don't want to follow them to the relative house, just because i got irritated by him and slammed the door, he BASHED me, PUNCHED me on my FACE, my Butt area, my leg area.. At that moment i thought i am dying, he dashed into my room, pushed my onto the floor, grabbed me on my leg tightly, i can't even move my body, and he started aiming my face and my leg... I felt so scared, no one dares to help me too, my poor grandma asked him to stop, but he refused and pushed my grandma onto the ground...
My sister kicked him, but still he did not stop slapping and punching me. Therefore my sister got no choice but to call the police. After he heard my sis telling the police our blk no and unit no, then he stopped his act. I was trembling all over the body and i felt so helpless at that moment.
I dun like my home, i have a insane dad at home, he is such a LOUSY FAT ASS with no L.P!!!!
After the police has came, i thought he will be arrested after that, but the police told me it was the first time, and it was home matters so there's no such thing as arrested.. So what's the point of calling police, but no matter what, today i am going to bring the police medical report to any clinic to leave an evidence that he has act violence to me!!! I dun care he is my dad or whatever so, i dun even respect him at all!!! I really hopes i can leave this house one day, i hope this day will come..
I am so sad, there's no point to stay in this cruel world..
I hope i can get the courage to leave this world, but i am scare to do so...
I am being trapped in between... To live or to DIE...
I know i can't, even i did, no one will forgive me.. Even the god...
But still i am miserable.. really...
I got injuries on my mouth area... Can see that it is swollen one side...
I have such a sad life....
I can't stop crying when i think of that scene, when i was beatened up terribly...
