.Friday, February 6, 2009 ' 3:15 PM Y
Argh!!! I am feeling sick at home... Now then i realised that, life without a job/career can be so boring and aimless...
Gosh!!! Since 1st Nov till now i have been searching high and low for a freaking difficult finding job!! Everyone asks me if i am regretted for leaving DBS bank, i really hates this question, i mean like what is the main motive of the person asking this question?? Find me stupid or dumdum for leaving?? Or wanted me to feel guilty for what i have did? And my answer to them is NO! I have never regretted for what i have did, leaving is the correct decision i have made, because i know i don't belongs to that place... I hate counting BULK or rather BOXES of cash, i hate doing sales over the counter, and there the customers waiting behind will started staring at you, and if you don't do, the boss behind will be screaming at you. I don't really dislike customer service, but perphaps, doing something which don't requires me to count the cash or doing the sales...
Yup... In conclusion, i DON"T REGRET leaving my previous job, so please stop asking me this question.
Actually job i want is very simple...
I want job with....
1. One hour lunch break (In DBS, only half hour break... How to do business and makan with such short period of time?)
2. I want 5 days week job (When working in DBS, saturday needs to work as well, always see my family sleeping soundly and i have to go work, i am so envy)
3. I want job which is fun, not boring and not dead.4. I am hoping for a job which i can communicate and get along with my colleagues. (In DBS, most of the time i am talking with the customers, i hardly get the chance to chat with my colleagues, due to the never ending queue)
Haha... And so these are the reasons why i quit.
These few days keep receiving phone calls from the recruitment agencies. One thing good about agency is, there is another helper to asist you in finding job, but one thing bad about agency is, i would not know what type of job they are finding for me.
For example, yesterday i received a call from my agent from recruit express, she told me that she has arranged a interview for me, it is under gas and oil industry. When i heard, i was thinking should be fine, since people out there says that gas and oil company can earn a lot, and so i agreed to go for the interview. When i attended the interview, i realised that what she said is not true at all, the ang mo boss told me that they are dealing with the motor tyres,
so i asked him:"I thought your company is under oil and gas industry? What is it to do with the motorcycle's tyres?" And ended up we realised that it was my agent's fault, she gave me the wrong information.....
After the interview, i started to think if i am suitable for admin jobs, i started to have another images for admin job... For what i have thought, admin jobs should be somthing easy, like doing some data-entry, filing, telephone or reception duties... But after so many times of interviews, i think i have the wrong idea/concepts for admin, most of the companies required admin staff to "BAO SAN BAO HAI" means multi-task and do all the shit, like replenish stationeries, pantry stuff, office maintenance like the lights, PC's...etc, sounds like the office's maid!!! For example, today this company that i have attended, the boss said that making coffee and tea is included in my job scope as well...
WHat the...... I mean
Why ???? Why making coffee and tea is done by admin??? I thought is coffee aunty's job?? I really can't.... I really can't put down my pride to do all this.... i can't accept such job...
I feel i have lost my directions....
HMMM...... Perphaps i should go back to service line first(But not dealing with cash anymore), since so many companies prefered me in service line.
Then earn enough money and then go study again, now i am starting to plan for my study, should i take Business admin/HR course??? Or should i take Accounting course???
My life is full of confusion....
