.Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ' 12:39 AM Y
Yesterday went out with Bee, and we went to the arcade at Lot 1. Bee saw this toy catcher machine with instructions shown on the tv of ways to catch the toy. And so he got this feel to try it out..
So he tose his $1 coin in and started the game, when the grabber went downward, it did not grab the correct position, and i told him sure we can't get it..
But miracle appeared, although the grabber did not grab the correct area, but it got stuck at the mickey mouse's donald duck head phone, and so when the grabber came up and slowly dropped the toy to the winning "hole", i shouted out in happiness and excitement... LOL..
But this Bee was trying to act cool by saying:"Ok, well... Let's go!" in those calm tone...
BUT... when he left the arcade, he started saying out in excitement also and keep showing off how great he is to me.. HAHA
And so... At night we went to gombak to eat our dinner, and went straight to find his mother...
This is the mickey that he grabbed for me... =)
Me and the S$1 Mickey.... =)
Sunday night after having a talk with Bee, my feeling gets better.
Had a small arguement with him that day because we have been lack of communication. Whenever we went out, is either we went for a movie, or went for a shopping, i felt that we don't have a chance to sit down and have a chat... Then on that day, happened that we had our dinner at the "Wang", after finishing our food, we were there happily chatting, but when the moment i asked him:"Do you want to shift to another clean table to continue our talk?"
He replied me:"Hmmm... Think nope, let's go home now."
I felt really damn frustrated, i haven't finish my words and he wanted to go home, i just felt something's wrong with our relationship, last time when we were just together, he will call me, talk to me, we will stay at the void deck to chat, but now.. Things changed, he wanted to go home, hardly we have the time to sit down to share our problems or happy things...
So i felt sad, and i remained silence when on my way home...
But Bee knew my problem, so he accompanied me to the void deck and i just spillled out my unhappiness about him.. And so after a small chat, everything is resolved. =)
Actually what i want is simple, i just want the feeling when we were together 5 years ago, when everything were still fresh and when he wanted to chat with me so much everyday... As for now, maybe we have been together so long, we are too use to each other by the side, therefore sometimes he will neglect my feeling...
I just feel that there should be surprises in a relationship, even though have been together for long, and both parties have to put in effort to maintain the relationship like the past, or else as days pass by, feelings will slowly fade, and by that time nothing can be done to rescue it.
One thing funny about me, which is.... I love quarreling with him, only quarrel with him, i will have the chance to know his problems, only quarrel with him, i will have the chance to hear words that i seldom hear before... haha....
So after this arguement, i have gained something too.... =)
But still i felt myself fortunate to have a boyfriend like him, someone who will never show me anger or scold me, when i am stubborn or nasty to him...
Hope few years down the road, or when we turn old, we will still be hand in hand, walking till the end together..
I hate my teeth actually, but after knowing that he loves my teeth, i started to smile with my teeth shown.. LOL
LOVE YOU BEE....
It's Valentine's Day soon.... Have you bought present for your loved ones yet???
hehe i have bought mine, shall blog it another time...
